The Devil Who Wears My Eyes

03 : The Dark Flashbacks

"You're so gorgeous, Ariella. Your beauty is heavenly."

 

Ramdam na ramdam ko ang labi niya sa labi ko. Para bang gutom na gutom sa akin at hindi ako binibitawan. His grab on my neck is tighter than a minute ago. His kisses are getting more and more aggressive. Pati ang pambaba ko ay napunit na rin niya. Wala na akong saplot sa ngayon at alam kong pinagpipyestahan na niya ang kahubdan ko.

 

"Fuck with me. Feed me." Habang nararamdaman kong kinakapa ang pisngi ko ngunit mayamaya ay hawak na naman niya ako sa aking leeg. It is as harsh as his kisses earlier, yet the pleasure it gives me is out of this world. "I don't need my eyes while pleasuring you. I am the pleasure I want you to see, Ariella."

 

Gusto kong kumawala sa kaniya ngunit nanlaki ang mga mata ko nang biglang mangyari ang hindi ko maipaliwanag.

 

I can see. I can see him clearly.

 

His eyes, his thick brows, his nose pressing my cheeks, and his lips when he suddenly stopped kissing me. I can see all of them.

 

"W-what..."

 

He did not let me continue to speak and ask. Marahas niya akong hinalikan at halos mapamura ako nang kagatin niya ang pang-ibaba kong labi. Masakit ngunit kakaiba sa pakiramdam. Iyong higpit ng marahas niyang paghawak sa akin, hindi matanggihan ng sistema ko.

 

"Who...are you?"

 

He is listening, yet he is not answering me. Nakakunot lang ang noo ko habang pinapanood ang bawat galaw niya. Dahil nabibigla pa rin ako at biglaang pangyayari ng imposible ay hindi agad ako makahuma. Hindi ko maitulak ang lalaking bigla-biglang dumating at ngayon ay para akong ginagasaha ngunit nagugustuhan ko ang pakiramdam. Even though I attempt to kick him off, I think I do not have the physical strength to do that. He looks so strong. His body is well-built. It is like a sculpture to explain what masculinity is. And now that he is not stopping on touching me and kissing me, I couldn't think straight. Napapaliyad ako nang hindi ko inaasahan nang halikan niya ang magkabila kong pagkababae.

 

He is kissing and licking my breasts like he is craving for it so bad. He is touching me like the prettiest woman he's gonna worship. Napaigtad ako nang buhatin niya ako saglit at paupuin sa kaniyang kandungan habang hindi tinitigilan ang paghalik sa pagkababae ko.

 

I can feel his bulge on my skin. I feel so nervous, but I then realized I am already too wet. This man is making me weak. This man who I do not even know why and how, I am subconsciously giving him permission to do what he wants with me. To my body. I am moving according to his desires. I cannot explain it.

He grabbed both my butt cheeks later. Napapitlag din ako dahil hindi ko inaasahan iyon. I thought his hand is just still on my breasts, but I am wrong. They're touching my whole now. Caressing my back, grabbing my butt cheeks, and it is like they are memorizing my waist.

 

"It's been two years since you first called me, but your desires are not enough to summon me, Ariella." he chuckled but that chuckle is something else. It is mocking me and pleasuring my ears at the same time. His voice...it's so good to hear. "You've grown. You're too much of a woman now. Too much that I want to do you forever."

 

"Wh-who...are you? What do you mean?" I even let out a little squeak because the feeling is so good. There is no way I cannot say no to it. "Are you-"

 

"Shush, shush." He shushed me by putting his thumb on my mouth and letting me suck it. "I let you borrow my eyes so you can see and not ask, Ariella. I am your desires. I am your lust."

 

"I don't understand, ah. Fuck."

"Shush,"

 

Wala na akong nagawa nang paluin na naman niya ako. He started touching my legs and slowly to my core. Napamura ako nang bigla niyang ipasok ang daliri niya sa akin at kasunod noon ay narinig ko ang pagtawa niya.

 

"That's cute, Ariella."

"H-how...do you, ahh, know my name?"

 

He did not answer me. I saw his evil grin and then pushed me on the bed. Higang-higa ako roon at tatayo pa lang sana nang mabilis siyang nakalapit sa akin. Hinila niya ako papunta sa kaniya at agad na pinaghiwalay ang binti ko. Two seconds later, I couldn't stop the feeling. He is kissing me down. Licking and sucking my clit like it's his favorite food.

 

"Oh, God."

"Don't call Him." I heard him saying. "That's offensive."

 

"Fuck. Who...ah, shit."

 

I am trembling. My knees are becoming weaker and weaker as he continues to pleasure me. His tongue is so warm and so fast, I am too slow to say no. This man...is a monster.

 

Sinubukan kong pumikit. Sinubukan kong isipin kung ano ang nangyayari sa panaginip na ito. This feels so real. Nang tingnan ko siya ay naroron pa rin siya't para bang tuwang-tuwa sa pagdila sa akin. I had no other choice but to try and grab his hair.

 

I never felt so good my entire life. I had two body counts but this one...never felt like them. This one is the best I cannot even pinpoint the words to describe how good it is. Makalipas ang ilang minuto ay lumuhod siya sa harapan ko. Nakita ko rin ang tayong-tayo niyang pagkalalaki.

It's huge. If I feel it on my hands, I know it can't hold it properly. Napapalunok na lang ako habang nakikita ko siyang unti-unting lumalapit sa akin at itinututok ang pagkalalaki niya sa akin. Akala ko ay ipapasok na niya ngunit namalayan kong humalik muna siya sa akin at ngumiti bago siya bumulong sa akin.

"Leopold," he said in a very cold voice, but it made me tremble out of mixed emotions.  Shivers...lustful ones. "Remember that name, Ariella. You'll have to scream that from now on."