"So you're telling me you want us to help you plan a birthday party in only four days?"
My brows furrowed together as my eyes averted between Camilla and Kiyana. I was a bit surprised Camilla had seem a little too willing to plan things at such a late notice considering how she was a perfectionist herself. "I know it's a last minute thing but you don't need a lot of extra shit to plan a proper party, plus my boyfriend will help with it as well. He's actually pretty willing to have it in his apartment too, since it's a penthouse almost."
"Your man has a penthouse?" Camilla exclaimed. Kiyana only responded in a chuckle, "Yeah, I apparently only fuck with rich niggas now, so talk to me nice."
"I'm now curious as to who this guy is, he's rich and apparently laying good dick. I would actually kill to be in your place Ki." I state. "Well this may be your opportunity to get to know some cute guys at my party, maybe even catch a dick or something." Kiyana says, her words getting only getting my hopes up. The last time I actually indulged in anything sexual with another guy was over a year ago, it was a casual tinder date and my raging hormones decided to get the best of me and we hooked up.
We had a small sexual relationship that only fizzled out after a month after he had ended up moving almost six hours away from me, and frankly I don't think I am going to do heavy travelling just for some dick and I wasn't even emotionally attached at the time.
I'm not that desperate.
My pink vibrator that I had given the name "Jewell" had pleased me nicely, so I wasn't too caught up on the idea of only wanting sexual relationships. Those never truly would work out for me and I want to focus on something that could be more meaningful than just sex. Even though, this thought process hadn't worked to efficiently for me hence, I've had no luck in the romance aspect of my life.
Maybe I should loosen up more, not take everything so seriously.
We spent the rest of the time discussing over how we wanted to plan Kiyana's party and who she wanted to come, decorations, cake, liquor and other things included. For some reason, I was looking forward to her party. It was probably over the fact that Jadean may be there, and while we discussed things I waited for a time to bring him up to Kiyana but unfortunately I made my mind slip within all the excitement of planning. It was fine though since I'd probably see him there.
After we finished , me and Camilla exchanged our goodbyes to Kiyana and headed back to our apartment. A couple hours went by and I was kicked up in my room as the blaring screen of my tv played Bad Girls Club. As my attention panned towards my tv , my phone notification sound sprung in my ear, but my heart immediately skipped a beat when I had picked up my phone seen the message that had just come in.
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ROMANTICIZE | 18+
Romancethe story of Zhavia Kennedy, a hopeless romantic. & Jadean Louis, a hyper sexual man with philophobia. PHILOPHOBIA : the fear of love.