CONFIRMATION {H.S}

part 17 CONFIRMATION

Harry's pov:
I was sitting and thinking about the whole thing I've talked to cherry and about the marriage. I feel my heart broken as i heard those words from her mouth *i was forced to get married at an early age*. I closed my eyes, as i felt hot tears trickling down my face. I let out a quiet sob. Before i felt a tap on my shoulder.

I sighed as i looked up to meet with eyes, which I've fallen in love with. "Harry" she said with concern "umm I'm just my eyes were burning" i said "don't change the topic haz, tell me please I'm your wife, please" she pleaded "nothing cherry it's nothing" i trying to avoid her gaze on me "no tell me, is it because of what I said about our marriage" she said i kept quiet "haz, i said i was willing to marry you. But not this early. Now it's ok and I'm happy with you. I'm sorry i should've have told you this before getting married but i couldn't"

"You could have told me" i yelled at her she flinched immediately "i said i couldn't haz, i couldn't my life would have been ruined why can't you understand" she said calmly "are you with me just because of your parents or are you faking your love for me" i yelled again "no haz, i love you. I love you so much, why would I be faking love and for you" "but it doesn't seem like you love me. I feel like your just acting in front of me" i snapped again at her "i would never do that haz""stop fucking acting cherry. I know you. I loved you with my whole heart. I gave you everything you ever wanted and now you say that you were forced to get married to me""how did you know i was forced in this marriage""you remember when you were drunk of your ass. You messaged me saying you were at bar drinking off your ass. I was so worried i came and picked you up. And while in the car, you said that you were forced to get married to me" she kept quiet tears flowing down her eyes.

"If it was like that then i would have never married you" i shouted at her. "I'm sorry, you have to feel like this" she said as she went upto her room. "Damn it" i said.

I decided to go for a walk and think with a calm mind and try to sort out things.
I took my car keys and went out.

//Two hours later//
I came back home. I felt silence all around me. "Cherry" i called out for her but no response "cherry baby where are you" i called once again but no response. I decided to go and check in our room but she was not there. I searched everywhere but nothing. I went to our bed and sat down. I seen a letter over there i opened and seen her handwriting

*Hey haz. I know that you don't want to talk to me right now. But i just wanna say something to you. I love you. I know these three words are easy to say and hard to prove but today i will prove to you how much i love and care for you. After reading this letter, i promise you that you won't have to see my face again. I not leaving any country or anything. I don't have money for all that. I loved since the first time, I've seen you. I tried to avoid it but i couldn't my heart belongs to you. Yes i was forced in this marriage. But i wanted to marry only you. It's just that i didn't want to get married so early. I wish I would have met you before, we both would have fallen in love and then go for dates. Then you propose me and we get married. Love marriage. I thought this arrange marriage would bring me happiness which i lacked and that peace and that love. I trusted you and gave whole self to you, just because i love you. My parents never really loved me and cared for me that's the reason they pushed me to get married soon or else i would have been dead by now. I can't express words to say anything. I know i must be annyonig to you. I was never really loved by anyone. I didn't have friends because everyone were jealous of me and i was always a failure and an average student. I was fat, ugly, short. I was always called words and always people would make me more insecure. I'm not asking you to show sympathy for me, or feel sad for me. It never really happened and i don't want anyone to be also. I never had place on this earth, and my father would always say that I'm useless and today i was proved that I'm useless. If i die then please bury me under a beautiful tree, so that who ever comes to my grave i would shower flowers on them. And if you wanna know more about my whole life then in my closet i have my diary read it, but please don't feel sorry for me. Goodbye i love you so much h. I love you. Love C*