CONFIRMATION {H.S}

part 68 CONFIRMATION

Harry's pov;

I watch my wife lying on the bed. Her face looks so pale. She did a bad thing to herself. I immediately called the doctor home. She lost a lot of blood and due to that she felt unconscious. I was busy arguing with her parents i never knew she did this.

"Mr styles" the doctor calls me. "Yes Dr Silver" i say. "These are some medications which i have prescribed. Make sure she eats and takes the medicines. Also she needs a lot of rest and needs to tàke proper care of her health. Make sure that she is stable and be careful of some things which might trigger her" he says. I nod my head. "Thanks doctor" i say. "No problem also make sure to let me know about her anxiety and panic attacks" he says "i will" i say.

I do his payment online and then go out to leave him. Cherry's parents had left already as soon as they saw her state. Her father disowned her which was not very nice of him. I now realise why she always flinches, her anxiety attacks. Her panic. My wife was suffering and yet i still didn't take notice of it.

I feel like i am a bad husband. A husband who didn't notice his wife's tears. I overlooked all of them seeing an angelic smile on her face. That's how she used to keep her self going. But now i won't stay quiet. I will make sure no one hurts her.

I walk back inside the bedroom. I sit down beside her. Her hand bandaged. I take it and kiss it softly.

"I'm such a bad husband no. Didn't know that you were suffering inside. Always saw that smile on your face and thought you were ok. Please forgive me for not knowing that you were not ok my love. Please wake up soon. I promise to make things better. I love you baby." I say and kiss her head.

Tears spill out from my eyes. I wipe them away. She is such an innocent soul for this cruel world.

Since the doctor said she would wake up later, i decided to go and make myself some tea. I don't want to have dinner. I don't feel hungry. What's the point of having dinner when your wife isn't there to eat with you.

I sigh and make myself some tea. I walk back to the bedroom with the tea in my hand. I sip on it as i watch my wife sleeping there peacefully.

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I don't know what time it was i dropped off to sleep. I wake up to someone grabbing my hand. I look to see it is cherry. She is holding my hand tigthtly and frowning. I could see the sweat dripping from her forehead. She starts crying. I try shaking her to wake up her. Her eyes open and she glances around. When her eyes meet mine.

"H-haz" she whimpers. I immediately hug her.  "Baby are you ok? How do you feel my love?" I ask. I cup her cheeks and she immediately starts to cry. My eyes soften and i kiss her lips softly. She sniffles and clutches onto my shirt. "I-i'm sorry haz. I couldn't do it. I am not this strong person who you think me to be haz, i don't deserve you, my parents don't deserve a daughter like me. I failed haz i failed as a daughter, wife, student" she cries so badly. She thinks so bad about herself that it pains me.

"Shh my love. You did not fail as anything infact you overcame this all with a smile. Your not weak but are strong. I promise to make things right baby. We'll take baby steps. Ok. You will start taking therapy and i'm sure it will help you. Ok we will get through this together" i say. She hugs me tightly.

"Sorry haz. But i can't, i don't think i want to go to college anymore. I don't wanna do it. It is disturbing me mentally. I can't" she says breathlessly. "Hey hey baby calm down. You don't wanna do it. It's ok. I'll help you. I don't mind you not going to college. You don't have to work also baby. I'm here. I'm your husband it is my duty to provide. Ok. I love you baby" i say and kiss her lips.