how does it feel to be just a 18 year old girl to get married and be called someone's wife..... i thought of ending my life on my wedding day...... it feels so unreal but it is real....My mom and dad made me get married at a very early age.... i tho...
"Coming" i spoke as i rang to open the door. I frowned when i saw it was cherry.
"Hi haz" she smiled and walked inside. "baby i would have come to pick you up, why didn't you call me?" I asked her.
"No it's fine haz. I didn't want to disturb you. And also i like walking" she said with a smile, i chuckled and stepped closer to her. I cupped her face and kissed her lips softly.
"I love you" i whispered against her lips. "And i love you too" she breathed out as we pulled away.
"How are your cramps?" I asked her as she sat down on the couch. "Oh that's fine" she sighed. I nodded. I pressed a kiss on her head and walked to the kitchen to make her some tea.
"Thank you haz" she pecked my lips as i gave her the cup of tea. I kissed her head "your welcome baby".
"So how was your classes?" I asked her. "It was fine, not so interesting" she answered. I nodded. "And how is that professor?" I asked "oh he is ok. He even has other students who come to him" she said as she sipped on her tea. I hummed in response.
"Ok you take some rest while i make us some dinner" i said. She smiled at me. I walked to the kitchen and took out all the ingredients to cook dinner. I was planning on making us some simple spegati which i know she likes.
I was busy cooking for me and my love. I didn't know what she was doing. I waited for the spegati to boil when my phone started to ring. I left what i was doing to get my phone..
I picked it up from the dining table. "Hello" "Hello Mr styles" "Yes who is it?" "Mr styles it's Rhode, one of your employee." "Oh yes tell me rhode what is it?" "Well Mr styles, i won't be able to submit the files tomorrow, because i am on leave for three days" "Why are you on a leave? Did you ask your manager?" "Yes i did Mr styles and he has granted me the leave" "Ok and what about my documents?" "Will it be ok if i send it up to your office by someone i know" "Ok ask them to submit the files at the reception and tell my name so that those files come to me" "Yes i will Mr styles. Thank you. Have a good night" "Good night"
Cherry's pov;
"Haz, the spegati is so tasty" i moaned. He chuckled and held a proud face. He is so cute. "Thank you baby" he smiled.
Dinner was over and i was so full. Wow i think i ate too much. I was in the bedroom waiting for my husband to come and cuddle me. Todag was too stressful. In college we had a lots of work and then for tutoring the professor was so strict he started off with the chapters first.
My head was pounding, but as i am home now. I'm a little relieved. I felt so sleepy. Why isn't he here as yet?.
Just when i was to get up and go to him, the bedroom door opened revealing harry. I smiled. "Haz come here and cuddle me" i whined.
He nodded getting in bed and pulling me to his chest. I needed this. "Good night baby" he whispered and pressed a kiss on my cheek. "Good night haz" i said and dozed off to sleep.
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The sound of my alarm woke me up. Good morning for another stressful day. I was in the bedroom getting ready for college while my husband was in the kitchen doing god knows what. I had on a simple outfit.
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I combed my hair and left it open in waves. I did a very light make-up. I put on my shoes and walked out of the bedroom.
I spotted my husband doing something on the dining table. He saw me and smiled. "Ready baby?" He asked. I nodded. "Here is your lunch" he said. "Where is yours?" I asked him. "Oh here" he said and showed me another lunch bag.
He gave me some money for today. We both sat down in the car and he began driving.
We reached my college. I looked at him with a smile. I kissed his lips softly and we both pulled away. "Bye haz" "bye baby, have a great day" he waved me goodbye and i saw him disappear. Only if he knew.
I walked inside the college and the bell rang. I ran towards my first clasd which was biology. I hate the teacher, she is so mean to me.
She came and began to teach. Her eyes kept roaming around the class until it landed on me. "Why were you absent Y/n?" She asked. I slowly stood up. "Ma'am i was not well" i whispered. "Like always, what are you going to do for your finals. Oh well i don't think you would ever write them" she said. I kept looking down. I saw her walk away.
I sat down quietly, with tears in my eyes. From day one, i never liked this college or this stupid degree which my parents picked up for me.
The bell rang and then came another teacher. It was chemistry now. This one also didn't leave me without insulting me that i had failed my previous test too.
When it was finally lunch. I ran to the washroom to let it out. I had no other choice other than to cut my hands. It was the only solution. The pain which i am being put into because of others is too much to me.
All i could ever hear is insults, taunting, shaming, scolding from my parents and teachers. It was turning too much. The anxiety, the pain, the overthinking, the depression. I can't tell this to my husband because i don't want to be a burden for him as i already am.
