In the hospital////
I seen gemma talking on the phone with someone. I walked upto her and sat down she looked at me and hung up "harold why did you come so fast, you could have stayed in the house I'm here right" she said as she rubbed my back "no gem i wanna be here. If i go home, it's so lonely without her. With her the house was bright and it had a different shine. Now i don't feel like going home. This is only my home now".
J felt tears form in my eyes and i immediately wiped them away. I heard her sign and then she got up "do you need anything to eat, I'll buy it and come" she asked "yeah anything bring me to eat" i said not really caring to eat anything.
I heard her walk away which made me alone over here. I sighed and went into cherry's room. I looked over at her and kissed her head. I took her hand in mine and caressed it.
"I miss you so much. I love you so much. Please wake up baby. I need you. I care for you. Please baby. I promise I won't even fight with you. I know your an angel, but don't become a real angel. I love you too much to loose you. I can't without you everyday. You make life alot better. I miss that cute smile which is always plastered on you beautiful face. I'm sorry if I ever hurted you. Please forgive me" i started to sob even more harder.
I HAD ALL OF THEM, MOST OF YOU, SOME OF US AND NONE OF YOU.
TAKE ME BACK TO THE NIGHT TO THE NIGHT WE MET. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO DO, HAUNTED BY THE GHOST OF YOU. OH, TAKE ME BACK TO THE NIGHT WE MET. WHEN THE NIGHT WAS FULL OF TERROR, AND YOUR EYES WERE FULL OF TEARS. WHEN YOU HAD NOT TOUCHED ME YET. OH, TAKE ME BACK TO THE NIGHT WE MET!!!!!!
This song kept ringing in my head. I knew how she loved this song. And also we danced for this song for our wedding. She looked so beautiful in her white dress just like an pure angel. That smile. That boppy nose of hers. The day which we made love. She gave me her innocence. I miss her so much. I wanna kiss her lips again. Wanna feel her again. I wanna give her the whole world.
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CONFIRMATION {H.S}
Fanfictionhow does it feel to be just a 18 year old girl to get married and be called someone's wife..... i thought of ending my life on my wedding day...... it feels so unreal but it is real....My mom and dad made me get married at a very early age.... i tho...
