CONFIRMATION {H.S}

part 65 CONFIRMATION

Cherry's pov;

As soon as the clock read 4:59 am i got up from the bed. I couldn't sleep whole night because of overthinking. I kissed my husband's head and walked inside the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and washed my face.

As i am up so early why not make lunch for myself and my husband. I walked to the kitchen and started to make myself some coffee. I took out the spegati and the ground beef. I was going to make spegati and meat balls.

I started to prepare it, while i occasionally drank my cup coffee. As i was cooking, i felt a pair of arms wrap around me. I turn around and find my husband looking at me with a loving expression.

"Good morning haz" i say and kiss his cheeks. "Good morning darling" he greets me back and kisses my lips gently. I lick his mouth with my tongue. I can feel his minty breath taste on my tongue that makes me feel giddy but in a good way.

"Looks like someone is in the mood today" he says and pulls away. I giggle. "What are you doing up so early?" He asks. "Well i woke up early" i say. He nods. "Shall i make you some tea?" I ask him. "Ginger tea" he says. I nod and start to make him his ginger tea.

"here you go" i say and hand him over his cup of tea. "Thank you sweetheart" he says. I smile and go back to mixing the spegati. "What are you making this early?" He asks me. "I am making spegati for us for lunch" i say. He hums in response.

Once the spegati was i pack them into the lunch box and set it aside. "Uhm haz?" I call. "Yes babe?" He asks, while his eyes are glued to the newspaper. "Haz look here for once" i whine. He turns to me with a smile. "What's up babe?" He asks. "Well i wanted to let you know that, after college you don't have to pick me up. I'll go for tution by myself" i say. He has a confused look on his face now.

"Why?" He asks. "Because college will take some time and after that i'll go to tution" i say to him. "Ok baby are you sure?" He asks. "Yep" i smile and go to the bedroom.

I check the time and decide to go shower. I undress myself and step inside the shower. I take the body wash and start to wash myself. Then when i am done i wrap the towel around myself and walk out. I find harry sitting on the bed. "Oh your out" he says. "Yeah" i smile and walk to the closet.

I pull out my clothes and walk back to the bed. I place the clothes on the bed and unwrap myself from the towel and dry myself. I put on my under wears and then a petticoat inside which is lacy and a blue jeans along wih a long sleeves deep red T-shirt.

I start to do some skin care and then i walk out to make myself and my husband some breakfast. I cut some strawberries and put them in the cereal. I sit on the dining chairs and eat my breakfast. A while later harry comes in and joins me.

Once i am done, i wash the dirty dishes and go back to the bedroom to do my make-up. It was mascara, concealer, blush and lipgloss. I put on my shoes and grab my backpack. I spray on myself some perfume and walk out as my husband was waiting for me.

We both hop in the car and he drives me to the college. "You look so hot" i make a comment on him. He really does look hot in the suit which he is wearing. "Thanks babe, i have a meeting today" he says and i nod.

"Ok then bye haz" i say and peck his lips. "Bye babe, take care" he says. I smile and walk inside the college. And once again my Anxiety rushes within me as i look around the buildings.

I sigh and walk to my first class which is chemistty. Such a headache. I take my seat at the last corner as my usual.

------------TIME SKIP-----------

For a wonder the morning session went without any drama. Right now i am in the cafeteria sitting at a bench and eating my lunch. The lunch is very tasty and i am enjoying it.

The lunch bell rings and we are all to move back to our classes. As i am walking in the corridor i hear an announcement happening.

"Miss Cherry Styles, from class science first year, please come down to the office" they say.

My heart begans to beat very fast. What is happening. I look around and some students notice me. I quickly walk downstairs and to the office. I reach there and say my name.

"The principal has asked for you. You can go inside" she says. I nod and walk inside the principal's office.

The temperature is cool but not cool enough to stop my sweating.

"Y-yes Miss flores. Y-you have a-asked for me" i say. I keep standing unable to sit. You could even hear the sound of my heart beating rapidly.

"Did you know that you are in the red list of the college" she states sternly and looks at me. "N-no Ma-am how?" I whisper. "Speak louder" she says and i flinch.

"Ma'am i don't know how?" I ask her. "Because you have extreme shortage of attendance, your records and lab work is incomplete. You are irregular to college" she says.

"Ma'am i was not well. I had some personal issues, that is why" i say while tears are already forming in my eyes. "You know what. You don't deserve this place there should have been some else who is much better than you in this college. Are you going to tell the board that you are sick or what ever happened to you" she snarls.

"Ma'am i have submitted the medical report" i say. "No the medical won't do anything for you. This is college cherry not school. Here it is very strict unlike schools. We have had already given you a warning but you would not listen so we decided to take action. You will not be allowed to write the first year's exam. It's either you take a TC or else waste one year and repeat it again" she snarls very harshly.

"How did your parents bring you up child. Don't you know the importance of college and it's lifestyle. You were so careless and we kept quiet. Now tomorrow i want you to bring both of your parents and come. Now don't make any scruples" she says.

I nod my head. "Now go" she says. I walk out and immediately put on my mask. Hot tears are flowing down my eyes. I immediately walk towards the toilet. I get inside and breakdown silently. Her words are ringing in my ears. What will i tell my parents now. What will i tell my husband. I have no hope left. I should have died that day. Why was i saved. I hate my life so much.

I pull out my blade from my pocket and make cuts on my hands. I see the red blood gushing out but that still doesn't set relief within me. I go a little more deeper and cry out. I can't stand this anymore.