Uthando lwabaphansi.

chapter 33

Nkosenye's POV

Yohhhh!! It's been a busy week we have been cleansing and going to the first the whole week but finally it's Saturday today the day we go back home

I pack the last remaining clothes on my bed it's been A very tough and difficult week me and nomzamo still havent had a one on one since my birthday on Monday I guess we both back to being cold to each other

I woke up on Tuesday to nomzamo wiping my body it felt so soothing I don't want to lie but you couldn't miss the concern in her eyes

I take my iPhone and it's been a while since I've talked to my girlfriend maybe she's still cheating on me but I don't think she's that brave

I decide to call her luckily she picks up on the fourth ring

Enhle:"hello "

Me:"hey "

Enhle:"ohh hey boo "

Me:"how are you doing?"

Enhle:"excellent we haven't talked in a while wassup ?"

Me:"family stuff "

Enhle:"ohh I truly understand did you miss me ?"

Me:"yeah I really miss you right now when are you coming over to my house ?"

Enhle:"let's make it tomorrow at 12pm is that okay ?"

Me:"perfect"

We continue talking this girl I really like I don't want to lie she makes me feel some type of way but just not like Nomzamo

Woah what am I saying !?

She tells me about her week and that makes me forget about my shitty life we talk for at least an hour till I hang up

Nomzamo's POV

I was just on my way back to my room when I passed nkosenye's room and overheard him talking to someone

I stop dead on my tracks when I hear someone say

'i love you '

He's probably talking to his girlfriend my heart shatters at hearing him at that to another guy
I truly am so stupid why did it have to be me

I go to my room and slam the door ,slide to the floor and cry
Am I too naive to think that maybe he would have loved me ?

I know maybe I'm wrong for wanting this like this but I can't be stuck in a loveless marriage I can't do that the least he could do is respect me

After what feels like an hour's of sitting on the floor staring at the window that's how I have been the past few hour
I finally gather the strength to rise up from the floor and decide to take a shower

I let it all out I cry for the fact that I left mpumelelo,I cry for the dlozi thing I cry because he said he needed me ,I cry because I'm away from my family af I cry because he's in another relationship holding on to him

I come out of the shower and look at myself in the mirror my eyes are so puffy it's no doubt Im starting to like Nkosenye and it's no longer funny

I wear a plaited white skirt it's short ,my Adidas ankle shorts and my white AF1S 🤍
And my woolie hoodie it's read and white and my baugette bag