Uthando lwabaphansi.

chapter 23

Nomzamo POV

I'm at a familiar place it looks like I've been here before
I know this place

Gogo:"nomzamo"

Me:"Gogo ngifunani la?"

Gogo:"you need some guidance "

Me:"guidance ngyalahleka mina "

Gogo:"woza mntanami "

Gogo ntombi starts walking ahead she has been the women I've been frequently seeing and helping me with my gift
My body is dripping of water I'm still in a traditional white skirt too short for my liking

A net cropped tee kahle kahle I look like a girl ohamba umhlanga
My ankles and wrists are filled with beads
I'm following Gogo to the direction of a building this place looks so familiar

Gogo:"just because we are ancestors dosent mean we don't believe in God "

Me:"what am I doing in this church "

This way leads to a church around my area I know it too well because my way to school passes by this church but it's not exactly the way I know there is no road it's surrounded by forests

Gogo:"you need some guidance from God that the next step to unleash your powers "

Me:"Gogo angizwa kahle"

Gogo:"Musa ukuwenza izinto zibe nzima nomzamo ngeke ukwazi ukusebenzisa lesipho unamagqubu"

Me:"ani Gogo"

Gogo:"luning ulaka thandaza mntanami isiphepho esizayo sinzima "

Me:" ......

I jump up from the bed dripping with sweat the third dream this week and it's all indicating and showing me the Catholic church

I check the time and it's already 07:00 well I'm only going back to school in term 3 thanks to my marks in term 1 I'm balanced I was really stressed thinking that I was going to fail

It's already the June holidays i slip my feet into my slippers and wear my robe and head downstairs ohh I guess you noticed I'm back from the hospital and it's been 8 days

Holidays started 2 days ago

Me:"morning"

Mom:"hey nomzamo"

Dad:"my baby girl "

Bandile:"wasuup big sis "

Enzo:"zamoooooooooooo"

Me:"stop greeting me one by one morning fam "

All:"morning"

After that we all just Burst into laughter

Dad:"any plans so the holidays ?"

Me:"nope why do y'all have any plans "

Mom:"nope we just asking I have a tight schedule these holidays "

Dad:"and I will be working some night shifts "

Me:"can luthando come over ?"

Mom:"ummm I will talk to balungile first "

Bandil:"and I'm going to umlazi today "

Me:"boy you really love that place "

Bandile :"phela wena you never liked it ever since we came to th burbs "

Me:"they are too fertile for my liking "

Mom just laughs

Bandile:"it is what it is "