Uthando lwabaphansi.

chapter 49

Luthando's POV

Amahle fell asleep in my arms she cried herself to sleep I gently rest her head on her pillow and try to look for a blanket in this amazingly massive room

I finally find what I was looking for and I blanket her and kiss her on the cheek just as I close the door to check up on Nomzamo I bump into a worried olwethu

Ma'ol:"ohhhhh heyyyy, where's nomzamo?"

Me:"she's in her room still hasn't opened for me "

Ma'ol:"she's not in her room it's open and there's no one"

Me:"and how exactly are we going to find her in this extremely gigantic mansion of yours "

Ma'ol:"let's go to the footage room in the hall maybe we might check the CCTV footage"

Me:"okay let's go "

I follow him to the CCTV I hope zamo didn't actually leave this house I don't trust her with herself right now

Nomzamo's POV

I opened the door and there was no one outside I just need a breath of fresh air I need to just go out I've been in my room for like 4 hours and I haven't eaten a thing

I leave the door open and just head downstairs my phone in hand I don't care how ugly I look the pain needs to bite me I lost my first love someone that taught me how to actually love and showed me that I can actually love someone with all my being but that person just had to be taken away from me

I let out a sigh of relief when I find the dining room Also I really thought ma'ol would still be lingering around the dining room but honestly if he was I would have wasted no time to bite his head off

I feel like I'm suffocating being in this house honestly it just completely isn't helping at all
I step outside the house and muzi is leaning on the car I'm guessing he thought I had an errand to run

Muzi:"nkosazana"

Me:"hi"

My voice is cracking I cried too much for 4 hours and I feel like it's getting strained even more when I actually talk

Me:"please take me to ansteys beach in bluff "

I just really need to be there right now my soul and my heart are directing me to that place

Muzi:"U marh uyazi ?'

Me:"ngyakucela muzi"

I get inside the car ,I know I'm young and all but I do know his job is to drive me around I absolutely don't want to sound boujee

He looks back at the car in doubt ,I'm guessing ma told me not to let me out of sight I just request for an Uber woke he goes inside the house probably to look for Baba or umarh

Luckily my Uber is only like 5 minutes away I take that time to walk to the gate mind you it's like a long way to the gate from the house it's a bloody mansion la or a villa of some sort

My Uber arrives and I sit at the back and out on my earpods I'm in no mood to even talk to the driver
When I take off my earpods he's listening to the news and their talking about #mpumelelo's RIP story

I let a lone tear roll down my cheek but quickly recover myself I don't know what I'm going to do at ansteys beach but I just need to be there it was our last happy memory together

I pay the driver and even go as far as tipping him luckily I had money in my card so he had agreed to pass by an ATM to cash out some money
I close the door and the memories just come flooding in