Uthando lwabaphansi.

chapter 96

Nosipho's POV

Me:"baby I hate doing this to nomzamo"

Nkulu:"I hate it too my love but it's what right now "

Me:"I think we should talk to her "

Nkulu:"yes my love we should but by now she feels Ike we don't care about her "

Me:"my son did this and we just added fuel to the fire "

Just as we still talking the baby monitor goes off ,and it's psalms she's crying ohhh this should mara she truly loved attention I see that

Me:"let me go and check up on your drama queen "

I ascend up the stairs going the nursery and as I open the door I'm welcomed with silence I walk further inside the room and Nomzamo is bumping psalms in her arms rocking her so peacefully ohhh my dear daughter loves this child so much

She's talking to her in baby languages

Zamo:"ohhh nana .....mncwa ....mncwa"

I smile and just then her head rises and her eyes meet mine and I'm even ashamed to look at her

Zamo:"I'm sorry ,I thought maybe you were tired "

Me:"ohhh no it's okay it seems like you enjoy each others company "

Zamo:"she's a real angel and an honest distraction "

Me:"nomzamo my baby can we talk ?"

Zamo:"ma it's okay you don't need to run things by me"

Me:"I know the decision we took seems bad and also selfish but I really wish one da y'all can see it from our point of view ,we know Amanda had a hand in all the mess that was going on and right the only thing she's doing is making your lives worse she's doing these things on purpose "

Zamo:"at least you too can see that but why ?"

Me:"moving in here could mean that there the footages around the house so she dosent start with all these shenanigans sure her living here is going to affect your lives but her being her she can be monitored because you can also see she's using this baby to break y'all up"

Zamo:"and it seems like she's succeeding "

Me:"don't say that Nkosenye loves you ,but if Amanda doesn't move in would you rather you are sleeping with nkosenye at night and he gets a call about something and he leaves you there?"

Zamo:"well no mama"

Me:"it sounds selfish and inconsiderate I know but one day I hope y'all can see that we decided on this for both of your sakes "

Nomzamo's POV

What mam dlamini said actually makes sense ,Amanda is just using the baby to get us to seperate and that alone makes me want to love him even more

It seems like a bad decision I know Amanda is here to make my life miserable but maybe that was all part of her plan and hell yeah she's been making it so difficult

After settling baby psalms in the cot ,I decided to go Nkosenye I haven't even spoken to him since I found out in the morning

I don't even knock ,my baby is sitting in his balcony on a chair facing the view he's got his packs on display on his shorts

I stand behind him until finally he sees my presence

Me:"hey "

Nkosenye:"hey"

He looks nervous and also stressed

Nkosenye:"I'm sorry "

Me:"it's okay baby it isn't your fault "