You weren't just a star to me. You were my whole damn sky.

Chapter 11 (gut punch)

(The next day incase anyone got confused. She went to sleep after leaving Natalie's room.)

*Nightmare*

"I really like you."

"I really like you too." She leans in to kiss me when all of a sudden were pulled apart.

"I WILL NOT ALLOW MY DAUGHTER TO BE A- A MONSTROSITY LIKE YOU!!" My father screams in Ashlyn's face. Tears well up in my eyes while Ash's face stays neutral.

"AT LEAST I MAKE YOUR DAUGHTER HAPPY!! THATS SOMETHING YOU CANT AND NEVER WILL BE ABLE TO DO ASSHOLE!!!!!"

My father walks to me and slaps me straight across the face. I raise my hand to my cheek in shock. Ashlyn get up and punches my dad in the face.

"Ashlyn!" Dad coming out of shock backhands Ashlyn across the face causing me to spring to my feet.

"DAD!!" I push him away from her but he's so angry I don't think he realized that I was in front of him.

He reaches k to his pocket and pulls out a knife. He starts slashing ever which way, his slashes hitting my stomach.

Once Ashlyn realizes that I'm getting cut she pulls me away and down onto the ground. As soon as my dad pauses Ashlyn takes that as her opportunity to pull me away.

"Your loosing too much blood." She rips off her shirt and pushes it against my stomach.

"AMBER! YOU WANT TO BE ASSOCIATED WITH SOMEONE LIKE HER THEN YOU CAN GET THE HELL OUT OF MY HOUSE!!!" Yeah well suck ass bitch, the alpha was already kicking us out of our house and into the pack house so suck my ass.

Once Ashlyn got the blood to slow down we left the house and she had her mom pick us up. Her mom is the pack doctor so she helped me stitch up my scars.

After that day though, the pack started treating  me differently. Like I was a piece of gum on their shoe.

*end of nightmare*

"Amber, baby wake up."  I hear a voice call out

"Amber, I now you're having a nightmare. You're ok, I'm here, just relax and try to wake up for me my light." I realize what's happening and sit straight up. Bad idea though cause I think I scared the bajesus out of Nat and Rose.

I slowly relax and slightly lay back into the head board. Nat and rose are both sitting in my bed  looking at me as if trying to figure out what's going through my head. Ha, as if. No one's been able to figure that out. Not even tge therapists my parents sent me to to try and change the way I feel about girls. Sick my ass mom and dad. It didn't work

"You wanna tell us who Ash is?" I'm not going to lie I'm a little stunned, how does she know about her?

"Not really."

"Why not?"

"Nat I'm not having this argument with you again. I'm not ready to tell you certain things from my life. Can't you just leave it at that?" I have no idea where this confidence is coming from but I have decided to just roll with it. What's the worst that can happen?

"No, no I can't just let it go because it's not just certain things. It's your whole damn life Amber . You're my mate. I should know everything about you. It's how it works."

"Then maybe start off with something small? Ever think of that? All you've been doing is going for the big secrets. Why not start off with things... less? You know like maybe when my birthday is? Or how about my favourite colour? Oh and if you really want to know something big about me? Ask me what my favourite food is?"

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After that discussion we didn't do much. We sat around asking stupid questions about each other and joking around. This so what I wanted. Someone that I could talk to and not feel pressured into telling huge life altering secrets. Only difference is now I got 2.

"Come in baby! Dinner time!" Rose calls from the bottom of the stairs. They banished me upstairs saying they wanted to cook a surprise dinner for me. Fun. 

I walk down the long staircase and past the living room into the kitchen. It smells amazing in here. It smells like... it smells like the only thing I used to eat as a child.

"We heard that poutine was the only thing you would eat so we thought we would try and make it for you." Rose says butchering the word poutine.

"Who told you that?" Rose smiles

"Your friend, I think his name was Alexis." I laugh and nod.

we sit down at the table and I take the first bight. It tastes like how I used to make it. Undercooked fries and pooled in gravy.

"You like it?" I nod and shove more in my mouth. I let out a small moan at the taste. Childhood.

"Fuck baby don't do that." Nat says moving slightly in her seat. Wh- oh.

"I'm uh, I'm going to get get something to drink." I get up and walk away towards the kitchen where I grab some orange juice and a glass for it.

I walk back into the dinning room only to see Rose and Nat making out. They have their tongues shoved down each other's throats. I guess I should let them do them.

I reach over and grab my bowl of food and I silently walk up the stair into my room. I grab the remote and turn on the tv. Time to watch rookie blue.

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Nock
Nock
Nock

"Come in!"

"Baby, where did you go? I though you said you were going to the kitchen?" Rose asks coming into my room.

"You two seemed to be doing something so I decided to catch up in a little rookie blue."

"Wh- oh." Nat realizes what I meant by them doing something. She looks at me and blushes.

"You could have joined us you know." I know Rose said this as a joke but I still feel that pant in my heart. That hurts.

"Rose." I say in a tone letting her know I'm not comfortable.

"I know I'm sorry bad joke." I shake my head

"I'm tired I'm just going to go to bed now." I lay down further into the blankets and cover myself with them.

"Can we at least sleep with you?" Nat asks in a small voice to which I slightly nod. I wouldn't have been able to sleep very well without them.

The girls slip into the bed on either side of me. Nat pulls me towards her and spoons me while I lay my head on Roses chest.

"You're so beautiful." Is the last thing I hear before letting the dark grasps of sleep consume me.

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