Crystal Hayslett
"I'm fine mom!" I said just before I threw up my insides into the toilet. "No you're not Renee!"
I cried throwing up as she rubbed my back, once I was done I got up and cleaned myself off.
Once my mom left I took a shower and made my way to my room. Soon after my mom came back.
"Here," she handed me and bag of my favorite snacks, "This too!" I side eyed her when she gave me a pregnancy test.
"Ma I'm no- just take it, I won't be disappointed I promise, you're grown." I nodded.
I got up and went to the bathroom, I did a silent prayer before taking the test. "Its done." I spoke when I got back in my room.
"Now we wait." She sat in my chair and I got on my phone setting a ten minute timer, we waited until it went off.
"I'll get it," my mom said when she noticed how nervous I was. She went into the bathroom and I heard her gasp.
My heart skipped a beat and I stood to my feet shaking. I joined her in my bathroom and grabbed the test from her.
She was crying, I saw the test and immediately dropped it.
POSITIVE
"Oh lord." My mom wrapped her arms around me and dropped to the floor with me as I cried hysterically.
"I'm so sorry mommy!" I cried out, this is just so draining, especially the fact that I know for a fact the baby isn't Noah's.
"It's okay my love it's okay," she rubbed my back as I sobbed in her arms. We sat there for 15 entire minutes.
Once I finally calmed down she started to ask questions, "So what do you want to do?" I shrugged wiping my nose.
"You have to think fast, you may be a little further than you think you are. I can see the bump already."
I looked down and I was indeed poking in the belly area. "I don't believe in abortions mama,"
"Me either baby," she placed her hand on top of mine. "So are you going to tell Noah, I won't pressure you."
My head hurts at the thought of having a baby with my baby's father. I didn't want my mom to know so I just nodded.
"I'll leave you too, it but if you need anything call me." She kissed my cheek and then my forehead before leaving me in the bathroom.
I stared at myself in the mirror then looked down at my belly. I cupped it and smiled a little bit.
I finally went back to my room and grabbed my phone,I called Kayla immediately and she didn't pick up.
I decided to try to call Devale but he had me blocked after I blocked him. I grabbed my car keys and left my room.
"MOM IM GONE!" I yelled out before leaving the house. I made my way into my car and started the car.
I drove to the school first and then made my way to Devale's house from there, I had the pregnancy test with me.
Once I arrived, I parked a little far away, braced myself and got out. Next thing I knew it I was infront of his house.
I knocked two times and soon after a woman answered the door, I looked at her skeptical "Um is Devale home?"
"No hes not, who's asking?" , "I just needed to tell him something, who are you?" I asked her. "I'm his girlfriend and you are?"
GIRLFRIEND? this man has a whole girlfriend? I can't believe this.
"Ykw I'm nobody, just tell Devale I stopped by." I turned down and I felt my face heat up. I was torn.
I made my way to my car and got in as quick as I could before pulling off, I couldn't believe this nigga.
And to think I still wanted him, im so done and I mean it.
