A crown or this? | minsung

🌙planning for this

"You're absolutely crazy." Jisung whispered so Felix couldn't hear them and Minho seemed serious about it.

"Think about it...if Bow gets pregnant, she will have my heir in her, which means they can't get rid of her. Not only that, but we'd be free together, we can go where we want with as much money as we want and travel the world, go to the north, the west, the south..."

"Did you have too much to drink?" Jisung touched his forehead and Minho took his hands away.

"I'm being serious...don't you want this? For us?"

"Minho it's more complicated then you're making it seem. You want to fake your death during a wedding where thousands of people will be witnessing? It's out of proportion and needs weeks of planning."

"I know, but my lover is so smart I bet he could do it in a night...what do you say?"

"I am not that smart" Jisung looked down.

"You're the smartest person I know Jisung. I wouldn't do this for anyone else." Minho leaned in and kissed Jisung passionately, placing his hands on his small waist. The younger seemed to melt and forget about all of the wrong things that could happen because of this. It all faded away.

"Minho...I love you dearly...but I can't lose you because of this."

"You won't...you will never lose me jisung-" the younger pulled him into a kiss and the older took a step back in the water because of how sudden it was. He felt his small quivers on his lips, his soft hands caressing his neck and hair.

They pulled apart with an unsteady breath and Minho only went back in as soon as he could, pulling him close and thigh to his chest.

Minho picked up Jisung and placed him on his lap, which he calmly let him do. He wrapped his legs around the older's waist and smiled against his lips, that was the best feeling for Minho. The older then bent his back forward and Jisung let himself be guided to he water, his entire back touching it. He dipped his hair in the lake and came back up to get another sweet kiss.

"Hey love birds!" Hyunjin said.

They both turned to him and the other two were both looking in the distance.

"We've got company..." Felix said and they all ducked in the water to look ahead. It was the royal guards of the castle.

"Shit. What do we do?"

"There is a small log not far, it's empty inside, two people can fit" Jisung said, knowing these woods better then anyone. They all swam to it quickly and looked at it.

"Felix, Jisung, hide, we'll find something else"

"The two of us? Are you serious?!" He whisper-yelled.

"Hyunjin and I won't fit, hide." Minho said seriously and Jisung gave a quick glare at Felix before getting inside the log.

The two others were looking at each other, trying to find a plan of some sorts. They were both in the woods, shirtless and dripping in water.

"How good are you at climbing trees?" Minho asked.

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The two had gone elsewhere and Jisung couldn't move his body or it would touch Felix even more. Their faces were very close and Jisung was practically hovering on top of Felix.

"How long do we have to stay like this?" Felix groaned lowly and jisung sighed.

"Until Minho gives us a signal. But until then, no talking."

Jisung's arms were killing him, he had been standing on them for minutes now.

"I hate this." Felix added.

"Oh shut up, you're not the one planking"

"Yeah? Well my back is on the freezing moss."

"I'm cold too you know..."

They both stared at each other for a while and Jisung's arms slowly gave in, their chests touching now. Jisung placed his head on Felix's shoulder and they both seemed to tense for a while before letting loose.

"I still hate you."

"Yes, you've made that abundantly clear." Felix said and closed his eyes.

"I mean can you blame me?"

"No..." Felix said honestly. "You have every right to be mad..."

Jisung didn't reply, instead he just tried to get as warm as he could off of Felix's warmth.

"I never wanted to love him you know..."

Jisung raised his gaze to look at Felix.

"We met one day, during staining. He was the best of the best and I wanted to be just like him, we were so young. We soon became friends and grew up together...and with that came feelings I didn't understand. I didn't want to fall for him, trust me jisung...I'd give anything to get rid of everything I felt...but I can't." Felix stopped and seemed to regret even speaking. "Sorry I...I shouldn't tell you this, you don't care"

"Keep going..." Jisung said calmly and Felix seemed taken aback.

"Sooner or later we were teenagers, curious and well I managed to get into his bed...we were each other's first times, but he never felt what I did, at least not as much, and I always knew that. But I did nothing...I kept sleeping with him because I told myself that maybe he'd love me one day, but it never came..." Felix felt the tears stinging in his eyes and a lump stuck in his throat. "Tell me...have you ever loved someone like that...? No matter what they did, no matter how much they hurt you...you stayed."

"Yes" Jisung answered quickly and closed his eyes, he could still hear his screams. "I met him in the stables...I was too young to even understand the feeling in my heart, he used that to convince me to do things that hurt..." Jisung clenching his nails into his hand and Felix placed hands around him, warming him up.

"We can't control love...and I'm sorry that I felt for Minho. I'm sorry." He heard Felix hold his cries and Jisung nodded on his chest.

"It's...alright..." Jisung spoke calmly and Felix snuggled closer, shivering. "I told myself I'd never say it but...I don't blame you..."

Felix chuckled and held the tears.

"I'm sorry about all the mean things I've said."

"Shut up."

"I'm trying to apologize-" Jisung placed a hand on Felix's mouth and they both quieted down. They heard footsteps walk near them, trying to calm their breaths slowly. Felix closed his eyes and held Jisung close, the younger trying to tell how far appart they were, or how many of them.

Soon, they heard the footsteps drag themselves away and they could both breath again.

"Are they gone?" He whispered and Jisung nodded.

"We should still stay here until Minho and Hyunjin come and find us..."

"Right..." Felix said and felt his eyes close on themselves. Their bodies were so tired that they just accepted the fact that they were cuddling at this point.

They soon fell asleep, cuddled up on each other.

Minho and Hyunjin looked at each other and smiled as they watched the two asleep.

"Told you it would work" Hyunjin smiled.