Never forgotten.

Chapter 6

I sat down next to him feeling a sharp pain in my stomach . Hey
Hey
It stayed quite for a second it was kind of awkward
What have you been up to? He asked me
Not much the same old everyday what about you I asked
Just the usual thinking a lot
About??
Just how I messed up and can't go back to fix the stuff I have done
Like what??
Just a lot of stuff that if I tell you you ,might never want to speak to me ever again and I don't want that.
Well maybe if you tell me what's going on I would understand I said
No you won't you'll hate me and want to leave my side it was a bad idea calling you He stood up
No your not doing this to me again your just not going to leave me here thinking everything is my fault it's not fair anymore I yelled
I know and I hate that it's all my fault I don't want to hurt you anymore. I don't care anymore I'm so tired of the lies and everything you don't understand.
"I cheated on you" He interrupted
You did what? trying so hard not to let the tears come to me.
In Atlantic City that night that I went to go pick up Brianna I was drunk and so was she, she leaned over and kissed me and I kissed back and it happened
I didn't know what to say or do I was devastated I was trying so hard not to cry
I'm really sorry it didn't mean anything I want to be with you and only you I love you and I don't want to lose you please forgive me he pleaded
If you loved me you wouldn't have done that I don't want to hear from you ever again you hurt me to a point where I can't even look at you. And to think I could trust you but now I know what kind of person you are. I said
Bethany please understand I was drunk I wasn't thinking at all my head wasn't in the right place he said
No I'm not going to forgive you why should I so every time you decide to get drunk you sleep with other girls you had the nerve to do it in the same place as I was. How dear you?
I'm done with all of this we are done. I walked back to my house trying to keep everything in but I couldn't anymore as soon as I got in my room it all came out
I stood their laying on my bed crying in silence trying not to let anyone hear how could he does this to me everything he said was a lie I should have known but I'm so stupid I let myself fall for him
I turned to check my phone I had a text from Frank again he asked me if the date was still on. I wasn't sure if I was in the right place to go out but I said yes he answered great pick you up at six.
I decided to go because I needed to come forward to him I needed to tell him that I lied to him about Vinnie because I
can't live under a lie especially because of what happened. I'm going to do what Juan said to say the truth and to be very honest with him. I mean me and vinnie aren't together anymore so he might not get as mad anymore. I just hope he doesn't hate me after this.
I began to get ready I tried to look presentable at least I put on jeans with a colorful shirt and my white sandals. I looked OK frank texted me saying he was outside already. I looked in the mirror one more time and i told myself "Bethany you have to stay strong and think positive" I grabbed my pill and took one.
I went down and he was their he got off and said Hey how have you been? I answered OK what about you? And why is that he asked it's just the usual you know we got on his car and drove off. We got to Starbucks where we were supposed to go.
He kindly opened the door of his car for me I'm glad you accepted to come he said I know me too
So what have you been up to he asked
Not much the usual thing every day what about you?
Same well I did start my program of wrestling for summer
Really?? Yea my major in high school is to proceed a career for wrestling or at least to be a professional coach for the major wrestlers . That's good I've heard it's a really good career I said. Yes but tell me more about you?
Well there's not much more to know well for starters my major career is to become a professional hairstylist or a secretary for lawyers and second is I have a boyfriend.