Never forgotten.

Chapter 13

Hey I have to go home I'm really tired I'll call you to tell you if I can make it on Friday I told Juan.
OK I'll see you later I'll call you
Sky looked at me with such a deep eye I swear she wanted to kill me.
Bye you guys I told everyone
I got in my car and drove of I had so much on my mind it was so hard to stay focused.
I got home finally my place to be the only place I could be calm.
"So you went bowling with Vinnie" I heard a familiar voice.
I turned to look and it was frank he was parked on the the other side of my street.
What are you doing here I asked
I went to go look for you at the bowling alley I go in and I see you with that boy
You followed me
What we're you doing with him he?
Frank I wasn't with him I went to go bowl with Juan and Andy they invited him. I didn't even know he was going to be there if I knew I wouldn't have gone.
Why can't you just tell me you still have feelings for him so I could just not fall for you. Looking at me with a steady eye

I don't have feelings for him I'm try so hard to move on. I'm falling for you and you don't see it.
How if you text him and you live right in front of him you see him everyday. He was Moving more towards me
And you think I like that? No I don't I can't stand having him around seeing every move I take. Or who I bring in my house him telling me I'm easy I can't. 'My voice began to shake.
Telling you your easy what? Looking at me with a confused look.
Yes what did you think we were talking about when you saw us he was insulting me. Saying I was easy how I let boys in my house so fast everything. I wasn't fixing stuff with him that's why I left. I felt bad for leaving Juan and Andy but it was just to much.
How am I supposed to be calm when that boy lives in front of you and sees every step you take. He could make you fall for him again.
By trusting me I yelled
Look I'm sorry I'm just worried that his going to pull you back in his game and take you away from me. I got jealous your something to me now since that day I saw you at the restaurant. I knew I wanted to be with you I'm sorry I yelled at you for being late to practice. I shouldn't have made you wrestle on your first day it was just my anger. "Looking at me with guilt"
If you could just trust me maybe we can get somewhere but. I can't be with someone who doesn't see everything I do for them or who I have to constantly be fighting with. I care about you and Yea one day I would like to be more than friends. But you have to trust me.
Can I just ask you one more thing Bethany?
Yea what is it?
Do you honestly feel something for me? He had a straight face grabbing my hands holding them tight
Yes I do honestly feel something for you.
I feel something for you and I know it's something real I care a lot about you. He moved closer and closer
I began to move closer to him it was quite and I was shaking I wanted to kiss him it was hard not to.
He moved closer and it happened he then hugged me tightly. And said I'm never letting you go.
I felt relieved it felt like all the stress I had was finally gone.