Never forgotten.

Chapter 4

We were all walking together except now I was with my sisters and their boyfriends I was a loner once again. I didn't mind well at least I think I didn't I saw Vinnie with Brianna they were holding hands and his arms were on top of your neck and shoulder almost hugging her. My sister said "he's such a jerk I never thought he was like" I said I know me neither, he saw me looking at them and giving him a sad look and he still kept doing it even more. While he was smiling I was dying inside I was trying hard not to start crying but I couldn't I just ran to the beach and sat there feeling hopeless and worthless. I mean why wouldn't he prefer her she's prettier and his age she was also free to do whatever she wanted without hiding it. I can't do that for him our relationship had to be kept a secret but what kills me the most was everything he said about me not having to worry about them being together he lied to me. He was doing exactly everything he said he wouldn't do and I believed him I felt so stupid. I fell in love with someone who I can't be with. Everybody found me and went where I was I couldn't keep letting everything out how I had to keep fake smiling but all I wanted to do was cry and be alone. Everybody was so happy they all went to the dance beach party I couldn't enter so I just stood there then vinnie went in with brianna. They he got out of the party and went to the beach he saw me and didn't say anything he just said I'm kind of tired I'm going back to the room to get some rest. I really needed to go use the bathroom so I had to go with him the hotel was right in front of the beach so it wasn't that far we were walking I didn't say anything niether dud he.When we both got on the elevator it was dead silence nobody said anything we walk to the room I had to use his bathroom because I forgot the key of my room. We entered I was about to go in when he grabbed my arm and pulled me towards him I asked what are you doing? He said why are you acting like this? I just looked at him and said really why am I acting like this oh maybe because I have to sit there and watch you hug and hold hands with another girl. He said you know she means nothing to me I said really because the way you were looking at her didn't seem like it. He tried to lean in to kiss me he whispered you know I only love you nobody else he asked me do you still want to be with me? I answered at this point I don't even know if I want to be with you I'm so tired of seeing you be with her and you see me suffer and still doing it more does that make you happy? He said what makes me happy? I yelled seeing me suffer he said no I'm sorry I don't like to see you suffer I just want you to be happy and never want to lose you I love you and only. I said it's okay just please stop hurting me I told you what I felt about her and you lied saying not to worry about you being with her he said I know I'm sorry I promise I won't do it again from now on I'm going to pay attention to you. He hugged me and gave me a kiss on the cheek after everything we decided to not go back to the beach and stay and watch a scary movie but the alone time didn't last much because my sisters and their boyfriends decided to join us. But we didn't mind as long as we were together everything was okay we had snacks and our leftovers from dinner ready to be eaten. After the movie was over my mom came in and asked vinnie to go for Brianna and her best friend because they were too turned to walk to the hotel alone. He turned to look at me I said just go I didn't mind because it was her last day she's leaving tomorrow I was so happy and relieved. I was really tired so I went to sleep I new thet he would be okay so I slept good I couldn't wait till tomorrow we were going to see other things at AC as a family with no stuck ups around. Here Goes to the next two days left in AC I was excited.