Never forgotten.

Chapter 19

I believe that everything happens for a reason or maybe sometimes I think I believe that. But really we tend to fall in love for someone who leaves us marked for the rest of our lives. Like Bethany she fell in love with two boys who at the end hurt her for no reason. We think the person we are with will always be in our lives forever because they say they are. But then they hurt us sometimes cheating, or just saying I need space. Or not even giving explanations so all that they say made us feel special. Then we get to a point where we relize they were just lying. That leads to us believing every time we fall in love or like someone they are going to do the same. So we back away from that relationship and we don't give each other the opportunity to love again. Just because of one past relationship that affected us so much I know how it feels. To believe everything he/she said and then at the end know everything was just a lie being told over and over again. So when we see the people we were madly crushing on with another person. We start to feel jealous or anger because we still can't move on its hard to see someone you love with another person that's not you. Then remembering everything he/she said to us that made us feel so special and how they are now saying it to somebody else. It's not easy but it's all of this things that bring us to the point where we never want to love again. Many people think if you have a relationship when your fifteen or older you don't understand. Do to we are still teens trying to grow up but really we still feel we can be whatever age to fall inlove. That doesn't stop us from having this emotions or thoughts we might be young. But we still are able to feel and it's where we learn the most or get hurt the most. Bethanys story can't have an ending because she believes she can never be happy again do to her past. She thinks that we are all the same so those thoughts and feelings frank and vinnie gave her. Ruined her she no longer believes in love it's worthless to her. You probably thought that this book would have a happy ending but no. Not every story ends with a happy ending and that's just how life is. We think we're happy but then it can all come down in just a minute.