Never forgotten.

Chapter 16

You lied I told you not to tell him anything and you did I was so mad. Do you really think she wasn't going to tell me anything were a couple we tell each other everything he said. Bethany are you going insane it's not all about you how are you going to make a deal. With her and threatening her if she doesn't let us be friends your going to make sure we're not together anymore. I thought you were smarter he yelled at me. I'm not going insane I just don't want to lose you as a best friend me and you have been through evrything. Your just going to let her ruin our friendship like that? When you fall in love you do anything for them even if it's losing people. Maybe one day you'll experience it well if you actually fall inlove. I can't belive he just said that he is going to try and teach me how to love someone ugh I'm so done. You know what Juan I'm so tired of trying to be your best friend. But ok if you want to lose everything for this "girl" go head I just hope one day she hurts you so bad. You regret what you just did to me. Oh and next time don't try to teach me about love when your relationship doesn't even have a meaning about love. He didn't say anything else I got up without saying anything else and just left. Great I officially lost my best friend all because of that girl. I can't cry for him they might have hurt me but I won't let them see me sweat for them. I had to go home for the cook out my mother is having I'm not in the mode for this but. Frank is going so I have to go he called me but I didn't see the call until I got home. When I got home some people were already there I wasn't even ready. Everybody was such in a good mood while I was dying inside. I began to get ready when Vinnie texted me saying he was on his way. Oh gosh I better hurry up I didn't really take much time. The sun shining so bright it was a very beautiful day. I went outside where everybody was when I turn to look at my mom. I see Vinnie's family coming towards my house great now I'm going to have to see him. Oh and it even gets better Brianna is here great the two people I built so much anger for are here. Frank was already here he got out of his car and said hi to everyone. Vinnie was just staring with such an angry face. At least I didn't feel alone anymore me and we were having such a good time. Me and frank played volleyball against Brianna and Vinnie's team. Of course we kicked ass and won they weren't happy but who cares. I saw that Vinnie was getting frustrated and angry. I felt happy because I had frank and he had to be my Main focus right now. But then I saw that Vinnie was with Brianna they were hugging and kissing like if they were together. I tried not let it bug me but It was really   hard. I didn't have feelings for him I just can't stand them being together because they were. The main reason I'm so insecure when it comes to relationships. I couldn't anymore I ran to my room frank followed me and yelled are you ok? What's wrong? I got to my room and began to cry it's like if evrything finally hit. Everything I was holding in all the pain it was let out I had lost everything. My best friend the person I cared the most about. I was cheated on by the person I truly got to love and he still thought it was my fault. All the pain I had inside it was killing me all the things I was doing was it all my fault not one understood what I was going through. Hey open up frank knocked on my door. I didn't want to open but I had to I walked over and opened. Yes I said What's Goin on are you ok? Why are you crying? Don't ask me please just hug me please is asked after he hugged me I felt so much better. Please promise me you won't hurt me I said Never I will always be here for you and I promise you that. I was so much better I trusted him and I knew I wanted to be with him. I was tired so I went to sleep I didn't say goodnight to anybody I was tired and annoyed by everyone. It was was a good night sleep it was ten in the morning I decided I should probably go to the gym. When I was going to my car Vinnie was outside and was walking towards.