Never forgotten.

Chapter 3

I decided to lighten up a little so I suggested to go to the fair and get on the rides as hurt as I was I still couldn't let it get in the way of my trip totally ignoring Vinny and Brianna. I and my sisters got on the zipper I literally almost passed out in that one it made me feel very dizzy but I still kept going we then got into those cars where you bump into each other. I totally won that game I got the most bumps I was having so much fun I was laughing and joking around with everybody I didn't know where Vinny nore Breanna were but I didn't care I was in my own world for once. We all got together in a walk to the beach it was late at night so the water was kind of cold so we didn't go in for me and my sisters and their boyfriends did. They were all staring at us they said you were crazy boy ran after each other's splashing water in our faces the water was so cold but we didn't care it was summer and we were living our lives. Brianna kept looking at me with her and envy eyes I'm pretty sure she was jealous that we were all having fun. Afterwards it was cold so we went back to the hotel and got changed so we could go to the hotel pool my parents and went to the casino I don't know where Vinny was he wasn't with Brianna. I did get worried but he is Brianna I got into the pool it was finally quiet there was nobody around it was relaxing. It didn't last long because my sister and her boyfriend got in and they were loud so the relaxing was over. It was getting late and I was getting really sleepy so I went back up to the hotel room there was no one in the room so I got in the shower. I started getting ready for bed when I was done I want to go lay down and check my phone there was no text nor calls from Vinny. I started to get worried he was with Brianna plus I'm pretty sure he's too busy to worry about me. I just went to sleep it was the next morning everybody was still asleep so I decided to wake up early and have a productive day. I just went to walk around the boardwalk it gave me plenty of time to think about everything. I walked on the beach and stayed until I saw the sunrise it was beautiful it made me think of everything and how . I'm here being able to stand in a beautiful beach even though I have a lot of things to figure out I'm just so thankful and happy I get to stand here strong and tall and enjoy everyday as it is. I'm very lucky because many people don't get to do this everyday after a long hard thinking morning I went back to the hotel with so much energy everybody was finally awake and getting ready. We all decided to go have brunch together we arrived at the restaurant and everybody made their order when Breanna and Vinny walked in great I whispered. they both said hi to everybody I just ignored them then he asked if he could sit next to me I said yeah when he said that he grabbed my hand and cocked his head towards me and smile. I was happy that he was with me but I still was angry that he would leave me alone for a whole day. I didn't tell him anything because I didn't get to see him yesterday so I really didn't want to ruin this day by us fighting so I just kept quiet. Brunch over everybody went on their own I went with Vinny. Brianna and my parents went somewhere else I really didn't care as long as she was far away from vinnie. We went to the carnival and got on all the rides we go on the ride where you would get on the ball and they would pull all the way down and let it go all the way up until we reach the top and then it would drop to the bottom. It was crazy but I held onto vinnie the whole time we ended up very dizzy he was laughing at me the whole time you're a scary cat he's said. No I'm not I just get a little scared i said nobody screams as much as you he teased me we went to the beach we just walked around we didn't have the proper clothes on but it still didn't mean we didn't splash each other in the face with water. He grabbed me and carried me I could feel his heart beat we kissed while we were face to face he whispered I love you. My heart beat racing so much and I could feel the butterflies in my stomach. He lays his chin on my head was so perfect we are finally together.But of course Every perfect moment doesn't last forever my phone rang it was my sister she said to go back to the hotel. So we could have time to get ready for her birthday dinner we walkesd back to the hotel when we got there I walked in the room he pulls me and gave me a kiss then said I'll see you in a little don't take too long. He let me go I walked in my room everybody was getting ready they all started screaming at me to hurry up or else I would stay. I started to look for my outfit it was a long red dress that had cut outs on the right leg its flirty. I put on some black heels I looked good my sister said dang girl you look good. I answered thanks so do you she really did she had a black cocktail dress with cut outs on the side with some black long heels she looked perfect. After I was done with my makeup and hair and everybody was ready I went to my parents to see if they were ready. Vinnie slept there because the room was really big and they had a lot of space I walked in and I saw brianna and there she was supposedly taking selfies. I just walked past her and looked for my mom she looks so pretty she and my dad looks perfect together I asked if they were ready she said yes. I didn't see Vinny but then he came out of the bathroom he was wearing black jeans with a blue and white flannel with his Jordans on he look good. His hair was party to decide lifted of we didn't win because he wanted to look much better I was going to walk up to him but Brianna went up to talk to him first. I just took a deep breath my mom saw me and said just take a deep breathe I answered back and said well yeah I wouldn't have to if she wasn't here I didn't want to be rude again but briannas presence just annoyed and she was a stuck up to everybody. I just walked out and told everybody to hurry up we all finally left the hotel as we were walking out I saw Brianna and and Vinnie holding hands that killed me so much but I just turned and looked away. We were all looking for the restaurant that we were going to eat and it was far from the hotel but it was worth it because it was right in front of the beach it was a nice view. We were all walking together vinnie and Brianna were in the back they still were holding hands he was smiling and so was she I hated that my mom is cheering them on like really?? We finally found the restaurant but of course my parents forgot to make reservations so we have to wait for a big table because there were 10 of us. As we were waiting for the table I tried to talk to Vinny he was just ignoring me he kept laughing and being on his phone. He was being rude he made me take his pictures for him he wasn't paying attention to me I just said why are you being such a jerk? he looked at me and said the same question I ask myself about you except why are you so boring? I just looked at him and walked away I kept asking myself what am I doing wrong blaming everything on me but I couldn't break down and cry in front of everybody. I just kept a smile and acted like everything was okay we finally got a table and there goes Vinny sitting next to me. Why does he play with me like this? This time I didn't let him grab my hand or even talk to him I didn't even look at him. We all got our meals and I enjoyed the time I was spending with my family because we normally don't have these days and vinnie kept trying to talk to me but I just ignored and kept doing my own thing. It was Miranda's birthday dinner and I wasn't going to let him or my mood to ruin it for her she turned 16 I loved it when I saw her happy it made me feel happy. Our family always has this tradition to sing happy birthday to her in a fancy restaurant and give her a fancy dessert it was like her early gift before the real once gstarted to come. I loved when she was happy after dinner was over we all decided to walk on the boardwalk we didn't want to go back to the hotel yet because it was too early.