Haven't I given enough? || Heeseung EN-

Chapter 3

I hold Su-Jin on my waist as I walk quickly home, i see home so close. Once I open the door I put down Su-Jin and he runs off to go play with his cars. " I will be in the kitchen if you need anything Su-Jin!" He nods his head while he is focused on play with his cars. I put in my headphones and put on some music as I cook. 

Why do my parents never call me by my name.. They never have, they only did when I was younger I bet! My parents never celebrate when I pass a test the just say ' mhm..' and ignore it, it's like they except me to, and when I don't it is horrible like I am going to die if a get 1 wrong.. I wish my brother didn't have to grow up in this horrible house..! 

I got so lost in my thoughts that I burned my self on the pan. " OW!" The burning kicks in and I quickly run to the sink and put  the burn under cold water. " Noona are you okay?" I hear Su-Jin running over. " Hey no running in the kitchen, and  yes I am okay! Go back to, playing." " Do you need your boyfriend?" I roll my eyes well Su-Jin dose his little evil giggle.

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I had to clean up Su-Jin because he smelled and it was now 6:30pm my parents came in the house. " Let me try the Sauce NOW!" I nod my head and give my mom the sauce because it has cooled down or she would yell at me. She try's it but it doesn't look like she likes " HONEY TRY THIS!" Dad comes over and try's it and has the same face as mom. " IS THIS HOMEMADE OR STORE BOUGHT?" " S-store b-bought." My mom picks the pan up by the handle and places the bottom of the pan on my hand which was still hot enough  that it would hurt. " OW!" I quickly put the pan on the stove. Tears started to appear in my eyes as my parents started to yell at me.

" I WILL JUST HAVE TO FINSH THIS MY SELF! GO AWAY!" my mother says with attitude. When I was going to the stair case I noticed Su-Jin standing there in shock " Noona are you okay?" " of course I am! Let's get you back to bed okay?" I pick him up and started walking up the stairs. " But I can't sleep Noona..!" I look over to him and see him with  a pouting face. " do you want to come sleep in my bedroom?" " Yes!!!"

Once we get up to the bedroom I lay him on the bed and tuck him under the blankets I sit on the bed right beside him. " want me to read you a story?" " yes!!" I nod my head.

" once upon a time a girl named Yoomi was in a tree house! She felt like she was floating in the air because the tree house was high in the air! One day a little boy name Ji-woo came up in the tree house and saw the beautiful girl reading a book. Her hair flowed in the wind perfectly! Her cheeks where a perfect pink her eyes where a perfect blue that matched her beautiful black hair. They talk to each other a lot! And then one day he confesses that he likes her.. but she rejects him because she likes someone els-" I hear little snores coming from my brother, I pick him up gently and bring him over to his bedroom which connects to mine ( pretty cool right!?!?!?!)

" goodnight..!" I walk back over to my bedroom and grab my clothes to shower. I can hear my parents laughing with the guest downstairs it made me sad because they never laughed or played with me, but they laugh and play with my brother. " Su-Jin is such a good boy we love him very much! MAID!" My heart dropped d-did they just call me maid?!?! I quickly go down there " y-yes..?" I tried to hide my tears and hold them back. " can you get the wine bottle?" " of course ma'm." I quickly grab it and give it to my dad. I then leave the sight.

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My alarm goes off at exactly 5:25 am I quickly get out of bed and get ready for the day. My parents woke me up at 12am to clean up because the guest had left so I am pretty tired because I stayed up cleaning till 12:47am. I get my uniform and change and do my hair and makeup. I go down stairs and see a note that my parents had left early because they had meetings and they wouldn't be back home till 1am.. What a lie they only went on dates all the time just to get away. I made myself some apples and peanut butter and forced myself to eat them, I just scrolled on my phone and posted some TikTok's. I checked the time and it was know 6:15am so I should probably wake up Su-Jin so I can get him to school earlier.

I go to Su-Jin's room to see him sleeping peacefully, I take a picture of him because he looked soooo cute! " Su-Jin~" I gently shook his body " Time to wake up gotta get you you to preschool..!" " I don't wanna goo~" He groans " well you have to." I pick him up out of bed and bring him downstairs and put him by the couch and turn on a tv show. My hands looked really weird because some of it was burnt.

I  made Su-Jin some breakfast and after that I helped him get ready and then we headed off to his preschool.

36minutes later..

I was finally done dropping off Su-Jin and now I had to do my school stuff.. " Cheon-Sa over here!" I look over to see Sunghoon waiting for me " Hello Sunghoon, where's Heeseung?" " He has basketball practice with some of the other members, because I sprained my wrist I can't play." I hum at his response as we walk to our first class.