Haven't I given enough? || Heeseung EN-

Chapter 10

"Let's sit here." I follow Heeseung to spot that we are sitting at during lunch, because he said he wanted to talk with me.

"So what did you want to talk about?" I said as I sat down hesitantly..

"I can tell you didn't fall your eyes wouldn't be that red from falling, plus you would have a bruise on your knees or your arms. Which you don't have any ruses." I sat there with no words to say, I can't tell him my parents yelled at me, while in my train of thoughts Heeseung's hand gently holds my hand.

"I-I rather not say."

"It's okay if you don't want to say, if there's anything I can do for you I will!" His thumb gently caresses my hand, I felt comforted. There are many things that parents have done that my parents haven't done at all or in awhile. 

"Here I brought you some food Cheon-sa!" He hands me the food and I take the little dish.

"My mom helped me cook it, so I hope you like it!" I open it and take the fork that was there, I scoop up some food and eat it.. it's VERY HOT! I spit it back out so it doesn't burn my mouth.

"O-oh did you not like it?"

"N-no! It's just that the food is hot, did you heat it up?" Heeeeung nods his head, I blow on the food before putting it back in my mouth. It taste really good, I keep eating more! It's honestly the first time that I've enjoyed eating in awhile.

"Wah! This is AMAZING!" Heeseung laughs seeing me shoving the food in my mouth. I roll my eyes and keep eating.

"Oh Cheon-Sa you have something on your face!" I was about to swipe it off but Heeseung did it before me.

"I can do it you know?" He nods his head and keeps watching me eat.

...

I was walking alone to go get Su-Jin, but the only thing that has been on my head to day is WHY Hyeon said such rude things about me? I told him I didn't have strong feelings for him, and now I don't even have anything for him. It's like an empty pit of nothing besides all the hate I have towards him.

I make it and do the usual thing, then I see Su-Jin coming towards me sadly. When he gets to me I hug him immediately.

"Why are you sad?" 

"I got pushed into the sand pit at recess."

"WHAT WHY?" Before Su-Jin says anything I else I walk over to the front desk.

"May I talk with Su-Jin's teacher?"

"Of course she is just down the hall, to your first right!" 

"Thank you!" I walk quickly while carrying Su-Jin on my hip, when I make it to the classroom I knock before entering.

"Hello!" She says.

"Su-Jin  got pushed into the sand pit a recess is there a reason why?"

"He did come to me crying, I have talked with the other child. By the way are you perhaps Su-Jin's mother you look quite young?

"No I am his sister my parents are busy with work so I pick him up."

"Oh sorry, but thank you for coming in! Bye!"

"Bye!" I walk out of the classroom and start walking home. While I was walking I felt Su-Jins head rest on my shoulder, I turn my head to see that he is sleeping. When we get home my parents are already there, my memories trail back to what my parents said to me. I put Su-Jin down on the bed.

"Get down here NOW!" I walk slowly down the steps to the kitchen weee my parents are seated.

"Hello."

"YOU DARE TALK BACK TO ME THIS MORNING! YOU SHALL NEVER TALK BACK TO ME!" My father slaps me across the face, groan in pain.

"I PAY THE BILLS HERE! NOT YO-" the door bell rings, my mom beats me to the door. She opens it and HEESEUNG? What is he doing here?

"Oh, hello! Are you Cheon-Sa's parents? She left he sweatshirt at her desk and I noticed so I decided to drop it off!"

"How did you get our address?"

"It's in that little book with phone numbers etc. form the school!" My parents look at me suspiciously

"Okay, I will take the sweatshirt and you can have a nice day." Heeseung nods his head and gives my mom the sweatshirt and leaves.

"Do you know him?"

"I only s-see him during c-class I never talk with him." Mom chucks the sweatshirt at me and goes to the table.

"Sit, I have something to tell you." I do as she says and sit at the table with her..

"I am pregnant!" I look at her in shock but I'm not that surprised. I put on my beautiful fake smile  "Yay! But will you take care of this child?" Mom gives me a stern look "YOU ARE SO UNGRATEFUL! I TAKE CARE OF SU-JIN TOO!" my anger builds up like a volcano "I try hard in life I PICK SU-JIN UP FROM SCHOOL." Mom takes me by the hair and starts to drag me up to stairs tears streaming down my face.

...

I wake up and go check myself in the mirror, eyes are puffy, a little bit of a black eye, hair messed up, little cut on my lip, the definition of what I look like is a zombie. Today at school is a dress down day so that means instead of wearing a uniform we can wear anything we want. I picked out a baggy cargo pants, a black and white long sleeved shirt, and over that a sweatshirt. Then I did my morning routine and woke up Su-Jin, the usual.

While we were walking an old lady gave me a glare of disgust and disappointment. "Noona why is she looking at us like that?" "Su-Jin don't point okay? It's not polite!" Su-Jin nods his head and we keep walking.

"Su-Jin mom is having a baby!"

"I will be a big brother!"

"Yes you will! But you will be the middle child, and I will always be the child that nobody cares about."

"What did you say noona?"

"N-nothing, we're almost there let's hurry up!"