Haven't I given enough? || Heeseung EN-

Chapter 16

It's the next day and I haven't eaten since school yesterday, I think I will eat something little but I really don't feel like it. But I should because if I don't that would be bad. Yesterday night I was crying all last night so my eyes are nice a puffy today almost like a marshmallow! It was cold again today and we had to wear are uniforms today sadly.

I grabbed my coat an apple and headed off to school. It was only 37F (2.778C), walking to school sucked but oh well. As I entered school there was a fight happening between Jina and Heeseung!?!? I was shocked because I seemed like Jina started the fight.

"YOU ARE THE WORST HEESEUNG!"

"JINA YOU GET SO DRAMATIC OVER ANYTHING! IF I SAY ONE THING WRONG YOU GO CRAZY!" She rolled her eyes at Heeseung but she then noticed me and pulled Heeseung into a kiss. It confused me why she did that? Did she really think I was trying to  steal Heeseung from her 'again'!

Heeseung pulled back 2 seconds into the kiss and looked at her like she has gone crazy, which she has.

"Why all of a sudden kiss me? You were yelling at me a couple of seconds ago." Heeseung looked REALLY annoyed like REALLY annoyed soooo many people gasped and looked at Jina.

"You know what Jina, let's break up." Jina's eyes widened  so much it looked like they would pop out. People started to whisper and Heeseung left the scene as Jina ran away while her minions followed her to the 'beauty salon' ( the bathroom ) people had recorded this, many I should say. Jina was probably really embarrassed. I started walking because nothing else was happening.

I wonder why they got into a fight, they seemed like a 'perfect' couple a day ago. I wonder what changed. Jina won't give up on Heeseung and try to be his girlfriend again, which is dumb! When someone breaks up you can be sad but you have to respect the persons chose, unless if they cheated on you.

I make it to homeroom and sit through class.

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It's now gym and I haven't eaten, but I'm not hungry I feel fine! For gym today if will be kick ball, I hate kick ball soooo much! All you do is kick a ball and the other team just try's to get you out. But if you do ONE thing wrong everybody gets mad at you and starts to yell at you. How fun, right?

"Heeseung and Hyeon will be team captains. Do the rock paper thingy to see who gets first pick." They start to do the little game, and Heeseung gets first pick. Everyone waits patiently to see who will get called.

"Jina." Everyone looks at him confused, if he broke up with her, why have her on your team?

"Cheon-Sa." Hyeon calls my name so proudly and I walk over there sighing heavily. They keep picking other teammates, our team it pretty good. We get to kick first because Heeseung got to pick first. Hyeon suggests that I go first, I go first a little annoyed but what ever. While I was getting ready to kick Hyeon's hand gently touched my waist to shift me, his hand slid down my thigh and I tried to hold in my tears.

Heeseung pitches the ball I give it a good kick and run to the first spot. Hyeon kicks next and I run but I get out by Heeseung, I pout a little but brush it off and get back in line.

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Once I got home I showered and I'm down so I was chilling doing my homework, I couldn't get the thought of how Hyeon touched me. I didn't like it at all, he uses me like a toy. I hate him so much. I honestly really miss hanging out with Heeseung I've been so lonely and so sad. When ever I hanged out with Heeseung I would always get the adrenaline, he always bring energy to me and made me smile. I was never bored or awkward with him.

I felt like crying remembering those times we spent laughing at each other or making funny jokes. I decided to stop doing my homework and look through my pictures with Heeseung, I remembered Heeeseung said he didn't want to have any memories with me. So  I decided to delete the photos of me and him. Slow tears feel from my eyes to the screen while I deleted the photos.

Once I was done with my homework I went to bed and cried.

"Cheon-Sa you are so dumb! Why didn't you tell Hyeon to come over to your house!" I slapped my self over and I've again, my cheek stinging while my hand slapped myself. I cry harder at the pain, I soon stop. I calm down and try my best to fall asleep.

  The next morning I was feeling  dizzy and like I could faint. I just shook it off and went to school. I noticed my face was really pale and a hint of green. I haven't eating a meal in awhile so that might be why. But I also never eat.

I get to class and do my usual thing.

    

  It is now after lunch so people were heading to class. I on the other hand was feeling like I could faint at any second. I kept walking and tried to act like I was fine. I took a break beside a locker and closed my eyes this feeling was horrible I hated it soo much. I started to keep walking then my legs couldn't hold me up anymore my body was so weak.

Everything went black.