Haven't I given enough? || Heeseung EN-

Chapter 9

Su-Jin is already in bed and I a just waiting for my parents to get back, I have been finishing some of the project, that I have to do with Hyeon...I have been trying ignore what he did to me and move on in life but when ever I think about someone else touching me like that I get scared and sad. "Uggh, I am so tired." I lay down on my bed and turn off the lights, I set a timer for 45 minutes and drift off to sleep.

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I then hear my alarm go off not my timer, I quickly look out my window to see the sun slowly rising out of the sky. "Oh noo!" I quickly get ready for school and pack my bag, I wake up Su-Jin and get him ready. 

While I was making breakfast I hear footsteps from the stairs I turn around to see my mom and dad with grumpy faces, I gulp nervous at what they might do. "YAH! You didn't even GREET us yesterday! You were LAZY AND WENT TO SLEEP!" My father slaps me across the face after saying such dumb things.

"I was tired from doing chores and taking care of YOUR SON!" after I yell at them I stood there in horror not knowing what they would do next. Father scoffs and slaps me across the face again.

"Be grateful it's only the morning, when we get home tonight it's not going to be pretty." My lip stats to quiver as I know what they are going to do to me. 

"Me and you father are the ones paying the BILLS not you, YOU RAT! NO ONE WILL EVER MARRY A DISGRACE AND DISRESPECTFUL BRAT!" Tears dwell up in my eyes and I leave the house with Su-Jin taking him to his daycare. The same scenes keep replaying in my head, so I really was a disgrace to them?

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"Cheon-Sa did you see that the TikTok we posted went viral it has 142k li- why are your eyes red a puffy?" Heesung comes to me and Jake follows.

"Did you cry?" Jake asks with full worry in his voice

"N-no! I f-fell but I am okay n-now!"

"Okay let's go then!" Jake says and wraps an arm around my shoulder we start walking, I turned to see Heeseung looking at me, it looked like he knew something wasn't right. We kept walking and people started whispering and pointing at me, I looked really confused. I then see Sunghoon running towards us..

"Hyeon has started rumors, he said that you slept with him and the Tiktok you and Heeseung posted wen viral so now people think you are a hoe." I stopped in the midst of walking, how could he say such things, HE WAS THE ONE WHO RAPED ME!

"B-but I would NEVER do anything like t-that!"

"It's okay Cheon-Sa we will figure this out!" Heeseung said and patted my head, I had mixed feelings right now I didn't want to see Heeseung because if I didn't post that tiktok Hyeon might've not started the rumors but I trust Heeseung and I know he will comfort me.

"C-can we just head to class."

"Yea let's go."

We start walking to class it was quiet the whole way there, I was in my thoughts the whole way. When we got to the classroom and while I was heading to my desk someone HAD to trip me.

"Yah, hoe! Be careful of where you are going, these are NEW shoes!" I stood back up I hated being called a "hoe".

"YAH YOU WATCH YOUR MOUTH I AM NOT A HOE! GO TAKE CARE OF YOUR 'NEW' SHOES!" Jina stood up and kicked me in the gut, I fell on the floor.

"You better not say anything about me! I know many things about you, from Hyeon. So don't you dare yell at me, hoe!" Heeseung came over quickly, and helped me stand up. "Do yo need to go to the nurse?" I shake my head 'no' "okay." 

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I raise my hand to go to the restroom, the teacher said yes so I went. As I was walking to the bathroom I saw Hyeon coming towards me, I quickly run to the bathroom but he catches up to me. He grabs my wrist, turns me around, and kisses me. I don't kiss back I try to push him away, but again he is to strong. "YAH WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT! I DON'T HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU!" I run away with tears I  my eyes. 

After I was done in the bathroom I go back to class even though the bell has already rang for next class. I see Heeseung waiting for me.

"You didn't have to wait for me."

"I know but I will wait for because I care about you. Also let's meet at the gym during lunch I want to talk with you."

"O-okay." Did he really believe what Hyeon is saying?

The next few classes where whatever but then I remembered I have a presentation with Hyeon, I really didn't want to do it, so best solution is to say that I don't feel well. So that is what I shall do!

"Teacher I don't feel well, I feel like I will throw up and faint may I go to the nurses office?"

"Of course go ahead, Hyeon will have to do the presentation by himself, your health is more important than a presentation! Do you want anyone to go with you, just in case?" 

"No I will just go by myself." That is why she is my favorite teacher, I walk to the nurses office and put on my act.

"I am feeling like I could throw up and faint, may I rest?" The nurse looks at me worried.

"Of course! Your face doesn't look pale but sure go ahead."

I go and lay down on the cot, and try to fall asleep but Hyeon and his stories keep playing I  my head. 

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"Cheon-Sa it's lunch time!" I wake up to see Heeseung gently shaking me. 

"1 more minute." I hear him chuckle..

"Did you fake it, just do you didn't have to do a presentation with Hyeon?" I nod my head, I then realize that I am still in the nurses office I check to see if she is still there, she isn't.