It's finally the weekend nothing happened Tuesday, Wensday, Thursday, OR FRIDAY that was interesting. Besides Hyeon keeps bothering me, nothing fun happens I just hope I can talk with someone I am really bored. But it is early it 3am...yes 3am... I am pulling a all nighter because I have nothing else to do in life. I then get a cramp in my stomach PLEASE NOT ME NOT RIGHT NOW NOT MY HORRIBLE PERIOD!
I rush over to the bathroom to check, and sure enough I am on my period I do everything I need to do. I get a ding from my phone I immediately check it... it's from Heeseung!
"Are you awake still because I am bored can we FaceTime???🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺"
"Sure we can FaceTime just a second!"i get comfortable and lay down in bed and start the FaceTime, Heeseung picks up immediately I laugh because heeseungs face was really close to the screen.
"Why is your face so close to the screen?"
"Because of my Face ID" I laugh even harder because my sense of humor is HORRIBLE.
"I am tired but I can't fall asleep and it is making my me really annoyed so I guess now I am pulling an all nighter."
"That stinks but at least you have me in your life!!"
"Yes Heeseung I am very glad to have you in my life."
"Cheon-Sa let's make nicknames for each other?"
"You sound like a little kid, and sure." We both stop to think, I honestly have NO idea of what should his nickname be. How about Bambi he looks like Bambi in my opinion!
"Okay Heeseung I have a nickname for you! It's...BAMBI!"
"That's cute, I have one for you too! Pumpkin because....just because!"
"That sounds like a couples name Bambi."
"Oh well." He shrugs with a little smirk on his face I roll my eyes right as I do that I get another cramp AND THIS ONE HURTS.
"aaaahh.."
"Pumpkin is everything okay?" I could hear he was worried and I couldn't say anything I just slightly nod my head. But I guess Heeseung knows that I'm not..
"I can't really do anything for you, pumpkin..I'm sorry."
"I-it's fine Bambi."
"Are you sure? You tend to lie a lot?"
"I-uh, fine I am just having a cramp that is it." Heeseung nods his head..
"Do you want to meet at the convenience store?"
"Heeseung you know I will get I trouble if I get caught!"
"Okay sounds like a yes, see you in 5!"
"W-wha-"Heeseung ends the call before I could finish so I just decided to change into sweatpants and sweatshirt and do a couple of extra things before heading out of the house. Which was easy, I am pretty scared because someone could follow me and do something bad to me just like Hyeon.
I soon arrive and buy some snacks while I wait, while I was looking for snacks and I found one of my fav-
"BOO!"
"AAAAAH!" Someone scared the living daylights out of me and it was Heeseung, I smack his shoulder while he is laughing at me.
"YAAAAH! Don't ever do that AGAIN?!?!"
"Okay pumpkin."
"Can you give me a different nickname pleaseeee!" I groan
"No I picked it for you because it suits you! I guess you have a personality of a pumpkin?"
"What do you mean by that!" Heeseung shrugs his shoulders and starts to pick out a snack. I grab the bag of chips that I wanted, I normally get them and from time to time I eat them. After we pay for the snacks we find a spot on a bench outside to eat the food. I just hope I don't get a cramp that would be embarrassing and... something about being worried about doesn't seem right in my opinion. Maybe because barely any of my family dose.
"Did you finish all of your homework yet?"
"Nope! English is waayy too tough!" Heeseung chuckles..
"I can help you, pumpkin. What word?"
"The word help." Heeseung laughs even harder at me and I am getting really annoyed.
"Just help me with the WORD!" Heeseung then stops laughing and helps me pronounce the word.
I soon get how to pronounce the word 'help' it's easy and Heeseung is really good at English. I want to be that good at English so I can go to America and vist New York City OR California! They seem like really fun places to go to and everyone at my old school has been there, I went to a rich school.
"Can we finish our snacks so we can go on a walk? I've always wanted to go on a walk with my friend!"
"Sure let's finish our snacks and go for a walk! It'll be fun!" I start to shove the food in my mouth even though I don't feel like eating the food, while I was eating Heeseung to a picture of me. I could really say anything because I still had to much food in my mouth, Heeseung kept taking funny pictures of me until he was satisfied.
Once he finishes his snack we start to walk, I try to think of something to say.
"Pumpkin I feel like you aren't as happy as you were lately. Like during class I see you trying to hurt yourself with your pencil or your scissors?" That shocked me because I never thought he noticed, the real reason I do that is because of getting raped, I have always tried to act happy around people I love but sometimes I can't help it and think of jumping off a cliff or bridge.
"I also see you going to the bathroom with tears in your eyes sometimes. Tell me if you want to, I want you to feel comfortable around me!"
"I-I rather n-not say, sorry. I feel bad that I don't tell you those types of things." Heeseung stops walking so I stop to am face him. I felt like crying probably because of my period mood swings- and soon enough I started to cry and hugged Heeseung.
"Pumpkin why are you c-crying?"
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Haven't I given enough? || Heeseung EN-
FanfictionA girl named Yoon Cheon-Sa has a lot of issues her in her life like, eating disorder, controlling/strict parents, not feeling appreciated, and she never tells anyone about her problems. The only things that keep her happy in life is dance..! She lov...
