Haven't I given enough? || Heeseung EN-

Chapter 18

"YOU MUST NOT DATE ANYONE UNLESS IT IS HYEON!" Heeseung had gone outside with my brother so it was just me, my mom, and dad. I didn't want to look at her so I turned my head tk not look at her. As soon as I did that she grab my jaw and turned my head really fast with a bunch of force to look at her, I wince in pain.

"You under stand you rat?"

"But-"

"NO BUTS!" My parents head out of the room and go to find Su-Jin, I take my weak legs and go back to lay on the bed. Tears sting my eyes, they burst out and won't stop coming down. I put my hands on my face, this crying is not what I wanted for today. I just didn't want it to be like thi-

I feel someone wrap their arms around me, I can tell it is Heeseung, well I am guessing it is him. He rubs my back while his chin is on my head, and me I am curled up in his chest.

"Shhh, I'm sorry I didn't mean for you to get in trouble."

"It's f-fine.." I was about to continue but I shut my mouth and enjoy this hug. It takes a moment before I break the hug. Once I break the hug Heeseung cups my face and wipes my tears away, for some reason my heart starts to beat fast. I don't know why but all I hope is that I'm not faint feelings for Heeseung.

He soon stops and puts a bag down on the mini tray table I have, I look inside it to see some fresh clothes, 2 different sweatshirts, snacks, and a teddy bear. I look at it all in shock, why did he do this all for me?

"B-but why m-me?" I stare at him, quite.

"I want to become closer then I was with you last time, maybe even more than friends." Heeseung just openly said that made my heart beat faster

"How can you just o-openly say that?" He shrugs and he turns around but while he is turning around I notice him smirk.

"Also here is some hygiene stuff your mother said to give you." He hands me them.

"Do you want help with anything else darling? I can help you put on one of your sweatshirts."

"Sure." I grab the one I want and hand I to him, I could've easily done it myself but he asked and I didn't want to embarrass him. He put the sweatshirt on me, it was very nice and cozy. It also smelled AMAZING, I put the hood up. It was big on me but it was very comfortable. 

"You look cute in it." 

"Thank yo-" I sneezed, Heeseung got me tissue immediately. After i blew my nose I giggled a little. I threw the tissue in the garbage that was right beside me.

"Are you sick?"

"Yes, the doctors gave me soup and they said that my body would always look really skinny."

"Oh, I'm sorry."

"It's not like you did anything Heeseung, it was Hyeon."

"But it still is." Heeseung looked sad I will never forget what Heeseung said to me, but he did apologize so I should try I get along with him.

"It's fine Heeseu-" A knock came at the door, Heeseung got it. It was Su-Jin, Mrs.Lee, and auntie! I was a little shocked to see Su-Jin because I thought he would go back with mom and dad.

"Noona!" Su-Jin runs over to me, he struggles to get up on the bed. Heeseung helps him get onto the bed, Su-Jin cuddles into me. I wrap my arms around him.

"I am sick Su-Jin and I don't want you to get sick so don't be by me for too long!"

"Dose that mean I can be by you in the hospital if I get sick?"

"No, you would just stay home!" He pouts but hugs me tighter, Mrs.Lee and auntie come over and show me something.

"Everyone in the dance studio made this and was apart of this." Auntie shows me a video of people saying 'get well soon' I get a little teary but not much.

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It is now 9pm and i have just gotten sicker and sicker. Heeseung is still with me, we are getting along well. The doctors said that they where worried I am not going to eat at all so the feeding tube will be helpful. They are right, I don't feel hungry and anything I see is disgusting, even my favorite snack!

"Cheon-Sa please eat something, even though you have a feeding tube."

"No, it looks disgusting." Heeseung is offering me some chips, my favorite chips*.

"Okay fine." Heeseung sits back down in his phone, I grab a tissue and blow my nose because it is more stuffed then a teddy bear. 

"Heeseung can you get me another tissue box?"

"Sure I will go grab one." Heeseung grabs another one from a table, he gives me the box. While he was handing me the box I grabbed his hand and pulled him into a hug. I still don't feel so comfortable with physical touch but something about hugging Heeseung is so comforting.

"Heeseung I forgive you, I would like us to get close again. I have had so many thoughts about what you said, because you sounded so sorry. I believe we can fix it and move on with life, forget the past."

"I like that plan. But what about Hyeon?"

"I will try my best to get him kicked out of school."

"You should become a lawyer Cheon-Sa."

"No I want to become a dermatologist, well maybe!"

"That sounds fun." I break the hug.

"Wait maybe a book writer!- No a teacher!" Heeseung laughs at, I just roll my eyes.

"Pick one." I just shrug my shoulders "I want you" I whisper.