Haven't I given enough? || Heeseung EN-

Chapter 17

I slowly open my eyes to see myself in a hospital bed with feeding tubes going through my veins. I notice someone sleeping, it was Heeseung? I didn't know what to do, Heeseung was here just the me and him. Hasn't been like this for awhile, I start to cough and that wakes Heeseung up. My coughing goes on for awhile.

"Are you okay Cheon-Sa?" I nod my head while coughing which slowly stops..

"Why are you here Heeseung?"

"That's a secret I will only know, for awhile!"

"But why couldn't I be at the nurses office?"

"She said you would have to be sent to the hospital instead." I nod my head a little annoyed knowing that Heeseung was the person I had to wake up to. We had a moment of silence not knowing what to say or do. 

Then came a knock, I looked to see Hyeon rushing over to me. He kissed my lips I pushed him off me quickly.

"You don't get to come in here and KISS ME! I'm not GOING TO LIKE YOU!" I slapped his face so he would get away from me. I turned to see Heeseungs face in shock but there was the smallest piece of sadness.

"Cheon-Sa we have discussed this many times! You are mine!" My anger was building up so much, we only talked about it ONCE!

"You raped me! That doesn't mean I am yours." Tears coming from eyes my breathing getting heavier, because I felt weak. Heeseung looked pissed and confused at the same time.

"W-what no I d-didn't!"

"I have proof but I will kind and not show anyone unless you rape me again." Hyeon scuffs and rolls his eyes.

"Hyeon get out of here, Cheon-Sa said she didn't want you here. So leave, you think very highly of yourself." Hyeon rolls his eyes and leaves. Heeseung waits a moment until he leaves to pull his chair closer to me.

"Hyeon raped you?" I nod my head too tired to talk or do anything.

"Can I see the proof, Cheon-Sa?"

"Sure but you may not show it to anyone else." Heeseung hands me my phone and I show him the video, it was me kicking and pushing Hyeon away but he just slapped me and pushed me. I felt Heeseung grip my open hand, tears slowly came out my eyes remembering those scenes.

Once the video finishes Heeseung looks at me with sorrow in his eyes. He hugs me tightly barely letting me breathe.

"I-I'm sorry Cheon-Sa, I am a jerk. Jina and Hyeon kept black mailing me with all this fake information about you." 

"It's okay Heeseung. I would like for our friendship to be back, but slowly build it up." Heeseung nods his head while hugging me like if he let go I would disappear. 

 The doctors had come and discussed a few things with me, I would be staying for a week just to make sure I was okay and healthy, and my parents would contact and the school. Heeseung stayed with me the whole night basically, we started talking for awhile and Heeseung wanted to make a few TikTok's so we made some on his account and mine.

"Heeseung I'm tired I'm going to go brush my teeth can you help me up."

"Sure." Heeseung helps me get out of my bed, my legs felt weak and shaky, and helped me walk over to the bathroom to brush my teeth. After I brush my teeth with the toothpaste and toothbrush they had for me Heeseung helps me get back to my bed.

I tuck myself into my bed and get myself comfortable.

"Cheon-Sa do you want me to stay or no?"

"Can you stay until I fall asleep? It's creepy in here." 

"Of course." Heeseung pulls his chair by me and watches some TikToks quietly so I could sleep. I watch some of them even though my eyes are really heavy and I could fall asleep any moment. I soon drift off to sleep.

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I wake up and feel very cold and my nose is stuffy. I grab my phone to see the time, it is  10 am. Heeseung was probably at school right now so I was going to be all alone. Wait- my parents and brother are coming back today! I get to see Su-Jin again, I miss him. I decided to check Tiktok and once again the video of me and Heeseung had gone viral. People commented 'are you okay?' 'They should be couple!' And 'story time??' I didn't feel like doing a story time about my situation because it is personal and no one would need to know about me fainting.

I respond to some of them and like as many as I can. I get a call from my Dad so I pick it up.

"Noona?" It's Su-Jin!!!

"Su-Jin, how are you doing!"

"Good but mom and dad are saying you are in the Hospital?"

"I'm okay Su-Jin, I just fainted."

"What dose that mean?-" the call ends and I try to call him back but nothing is working. I sigh and just keep scrolling through tiktok.

A doctor comes in the room with a few things in his hands.

"Hello Miss, so how are feeling today?"

"Not the best my nose is really stuffy, my body is sore, and I am really cold."

"Let me check your temperature because it is most likely you are sick." The doctor checks my temperature and it is higher than it should be. 

"We will get you some food for lunch. It will most likely be soup, is that okay?" I nod my head and the doctor leaves the room. They still had a feeding tube in me so I am getting 10x the food I think I need. But I still haven't gotten chubbier, I wasn't scary skinny  but I was skinny. Jut anyways I'm getting bored. So I get out of bed take my stuff connected with my feed tube and start to walk around the Hospital.

Once I make it to the first floor I notice a playground with kids playing. I go out there and sit on the bench watching the children. I have my sweatshirt that I was wearing when I fainted, so I just put that on over my hospital dress. 

While I was watching them a ball rolled over by me. I picked it up and a kid came rushing over.

"Hello, may I have the ball Miss?" I look up to see a 5 or 6 year old boy, I give him the ball and he runs off with it. There are really pretty flowers and trees by this Hospital but wouldn't that be bad for allergies, they probably have ones the don't have much pollen.

"May I sit here." I look over to my right to a see s little girl, she looks like she has the same thing as me. 

"Of course!" She was probably 6 or 7.

"What's your name Miss?"

"My name Cheon-Sa, what is yours?"

"I don't like my real name so I call my self, Ella."

"That is a pretty name, so you like English names?" She nods her head then it goes silent, I didn't really know what to say. 

But then all of sudden I feel a tap on my shoulder, I flinched because it came out of nowhere! I turn around to see Heeseung standing there with a bag of stuff. I gave him a confused look..

"Miss do you have to go with your boyfriend?"

"He is not my bo-"

"Yes she has to go, don't worry I will take care of her, because k love my girlfriend!" Heeseung helps me up before taking my hand that doesn't have to carry the thing connected to my tube. Heeseung was walking kind of fast but oh well! 

"I was getting a little worried because I didn't see you in your room." 

"Ohhhh, yeah I kind of got bored being in there so I left. But how are you here aren't you supposed to be at school?"

"It was a half day."

We finally made it to the room and my parents were there and so was my brother. As you know my parents don't know about Heeseung, well besides my forgetting my sweatshirt, but when I tell you my heart was beating fast I mean it! 

"Noona and her boyfriend are here!"