Haven't I given enough? || Heeseung EN-

Chapter 4

After first class ( not home room, math) me and Heeseung were talking as we walked to history " Cheon-Sa can I get your number, so we can chat on the weekends?" " Sure! But I would have to be careful just in case my parents find out..!" Heeseung nods his head and we exchange numbers. 

3 hours 46 minutes later

Morning classes have finally ended and it was time for lunch I told Heeseung that I had to ' get something from the store' and I would be back after lunch, but I really just decided to go to the schools bathroom. I hid in the bathroom stalls and had my feet off the ground just in case if someone came in they wouldn't suspect anything. A couple of minutes had past and some girls came in " I hate the new girl Cheon-Sa! She thinks she can spend time with MY Heeseung, SUCH A PICK ME!" " Yea she is ugly too, and she looks poor. Her parents probably don't like her and hater her, I would too if I were HER parents!" I was shocked at what they said I couldn't think properly the world felt like it was getting smaller, felt like I was getting squeezed.

Soon the girls walked out of the bathroom and I just looked in shock, is this how people really see me. Am I really a pick me? I don't try to be I just haven't really made any friends besides Heeseung and the others because all the girls are rude.. I walk out of the bathroom to get ready for gym class..! I HATE gym class so much, the uniform they make us wear is UGLY. While I was getting ready some girls came in ( the bell rang for classes to start) and gave me a glare I was a little confused but i just kept changing for gym class.

" Good after noon class, so today we will be play the CLASSIC ✨Dodge Ball✨ " some people cheered others rolled their eyes." Okay I have planned team captains. Fist team captain is HESSEUNG! Second team caption is  Dae-Seong." Everyone looked excited and nervous like the type of looks when you might be able to win a raffle, but the most excited girl was Jina. I sadly have her for all but TWO classes.. " Heeseung picks first!" The teacher says with a smirk on his face " I pick....Cheon-Sa!" Everyone is shocked or surprised people start to whisper to each other while I slowly walk to him " why did you pick me? " because you are my only friend in gym class and I didn't want you to get picked by Dae-Seong because he has a HUGE crush on you..!" What Heeseung whispers to me leaves me confused but I just shrug it off.

Soon there was only TWO people left, Jina and Eun Heeseung was up next and I could see Jina acting like she knew Heeseung was going to pick her " I pick-" " Heeseung I know you will pick me! So Eun go on the other team so me and my Heeseungie can be together"  Every looks grossed out " I want Eun not you Jina." Heeseung snaps back with an annoyed voice. " B-but UGH FINE!" I laugh quietly.

We soon start playing and I am pretty good at dodgeball while we where playing I notcied how Jina kept aiming for me but always missed but I go her down after letting her try to get me after 3 times because I was getting boring. After I got her down I watched out of the corner of my eye that she was talking with someone and that person started aiming for me! Soon everyone on that team was aiming for ME! such a brat..! Then one person threw the ball and it was coming straight for my face I froze there, the world just felt like everything going in slow motion..

Then soon BAM it hit my face and right on my nose. " ow.."  while I was in pain I didn't even realize that another ball was coming for me and right for my GUT! GOSH I AM UNLUCKY TODAY! After the second ball hit me in the gut I was on the ground trying to hold in my tears " STOP STOP THE GAME!" The teacher comes running over to me " Cheon-Sa are you okay?" " Y-Yea I will just go to the nurse to get an ice pack.." the teacher nods his head and lets me go- " Wait! I will go with Cheon-Sa just to make sure she goes the right way!" So now me AND Heeseung are going to the nurse together.

" Cheon-Sa you did good and I am surprised you didn't cry, I would have started crying!" I chuckled a little at what Heeseung says " first time I heard a boy say that honestly!" " I am very honest, well that's what people tell me." I nod my head.

We soon get to the nurses office, I knock on the door and then come in. " Oh, Hello! Your nose is bleeding let me get you some paper towel and just sit down on the bed!" " Thank you!" I go and sit down on the bed and Heeseung follows and sits in the chair beside the bed. " Heeseung you're here too, did something happen to you?" "No, I can with Cheon-Sa because she is new!" The old lady hums with a small smile on her face while she gives me the paper towel. "Did anything else happen to you?" I shake my head "no" while I hold the paper towel to my nose.

"Cheon-Sa you have a very thin looking body do you have an eating disorder? This is not to offend you I would just like to know-" " i will leave so you guys can talk!" Heeseung leaves the room and closes the door. " Yes, I have anorexia but I ' have medication that I am taking' so I am okay!" Another lie, Good job Cheon-Sa! The nurse nods her head and lets me leave.

Me and Heeseung start walking back.

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It's now after school and I have dance tonight! It goes till 5:30 pm, I have been at this dance studio since I was 3. You might be like ' How have you been going there if you switched schools' I have always gone to this dance studio because it is the only one that doesn't  do competitions.

" Cheon-Sa where are you going now?" " I am going to pick up my brother and go to the dance studio 1 block away!" Heeseung looks shocked " My mom is working there, it is her first day . And she said I should help! Let's walk together?" I noticed Heeseung looked a little excited so I agreed and we started walking to my little brothers daycare.

" What dance styles do you do?" " I do ballet, lyrical ballet, and theatrical. But I also help out with little kid ballet, they are so cute!" We continue walking and talking about random stuff until we get to the preschool/daycare. " Hello I am Su-Jins sister and I am here to pick him up. The lady nods her head and calls someone to get Su-Jin.

Soon we see Su-Jin running out with a happy face towards us. " NOONA!!!" He gives me a big hug and I hug him back. " I missed you so much, I have Heeseung coming with us because he is going to help us mom at the dance studio!" " That means I can play with you boyfriend?!?!" I roll my eyes at what he says and pick Su-Jin up and put him on my side, we then start to walk.

" Heeseung hyung do you like my noona?" " I like her as a friend." Su-Jin pouts and starts to think "You are dating my noona no matter what you say!" I chuckle at what Su-Jin says " Su-Jin let's not make Heeseung uncomfortable..!" Su-Jin nods his head and rest his head on my shoulder.