"Thank you for walking me home, Bambi! Also sorry for crying so randomly."
"It's okay at least I could give you a hug." I nod my head and wave good bye to Heeseung and go into the house quickly and quietly. I make it to my bedroom and lay down in my bed and try to get some sleep and it works.
"YAH WAKE UP!" Someone shakes me and yells in my ear, I open my eyes to see my mother standing there with a face mask and hair curlers in her hair. I get out of bed..
"What?" Mom rolls her eyes at me.
"ITS 11:47AM HOW LATE DID YOU STAY UP LAST NIGHT? I DIDN'T GET MY MORNING CUL OF COFFEE AND I HAD TO TAKE CARE OF SU-JIN!" Why is she getting mad at ME it's her child not mine!
"That's what a normal mother would do. A NORMAL mother would make HER cup of coffee and take care of HER kids." She looked speechless and when ever she is speechless her way of 'talking' back is hittin-
"YOU DON'T DARE TALK BACK TO ME YOU FAT UGLY RAT!" She slaps me across the face and leaves the room. I burst out into tears I look at myself in the mirror and she is right. I'm a hoe, fat, ugly, and everything else. I wish I could just kill myself, I got raped what ELSE dose this world want from me.
I hear a knock on my door I quickly open it, it's Su-Jin! He gives me a tight hug and pulls away after a while.
"Why are you crying? Did he break up with you?" I shake my head indicating a 'no'.
"Noona is just not having a good morning that's all."
"Mom doesn't give good baths like you!" I laugh a little and give him a kiss on the nose.
"Noona can I spend the day with you and go to stores?"
"Of course, let me get ready then we can go okay?" Su-Jin nods his head and leaves my bedroom and start to pick out an outfit, I chose sweatpants and sweatshirt. I chose my puffer and air forces.
...
It has been 3 hours and we are finally home, Su-Jin was tired so he fell asleep in my arms which is fine. When I entered the house I heard my parents talking I decided to listen.
"I hope we don't have another girl, I ONLY want boys! Cheon-Sa is so annoying that's why!"
"Agreed hun. She complains that we aren't fair to her? Yes we are!"
"Besides Cheon-Sa is ugly! She also has anorexia which makes her need more care."
They kept going to just took Su-Jin up to his bedroom, and lay him in his bed. When k get to my bedroom I break out into tears, do they think I am that worthless. I am a 'slut' I don't deserve to live anymore, but what is making my hang on stay alive.
I start to scroll through tiktok and that one tiktok I took with Heeseung went VIRAL, it got 1 million views and 689k liked! I also gained 1000 followers which is a little much but I am very thankful! I decided to post a video because my smeared mascara makes me look pretty.
After I am done with the tiktok I lay in bed. I remember I still have to eat something so I don't pass out or die. So I head downstairs to the kitchen to get something to eat, I decided to get oranges, and then I head upstairs. I don't know where my parents went but who really cares. I decide after I eat I will take a nap.
...
The next day
Mom said that she will take Su-Jin to school which I thought was a little sus? But anyways..
I do the stuff I need to do like change, take care of period things, mascara, and etc. I head out of the door to go happily to school! I have all my assignments ready, studied for any surprise exams ,and that's all I can think of. I kind of sound like I nerd but oh well.
Once I make it to school I catch up to Heeseung and update each other. While we were walking in the halls everyone was looking at me weird and whispering again.
"Cheon-Sa you do realize that we are dating?" I turn around searching for the voice, for me to discover it to be Hyeon.
"We never have dated."
"Then explain this." He show a picture of me and him kissing and then a recording of my getting raped by him. But with no video and my naked body blurred. I didn't know what to say I froze there, like a light was shining on me, and I just stood there.
"C-cheon-Sa let's talk later.." Heeseung then leaves after he says that.
"Heeseung WAIT H-Heeseung!" Tears start to fall out of my eyes. How am I supposed to explain that I never did that.
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Haven't I given enough? || Heeseung EN-
FanficA girl named Yoon Cheon-Sa has a lot of issues her in her life like, eating disorder, controlling/strict parents, not feeling appreciated, and she never tells anyone about her problems. The only things that keep her happy in life is dance..! She lov...
