Haven't I given enough? || Heeseung EN-

Chapter 13

I didn't feel like going to classes so I went to the bathroom and just stayed in there crying quietly as some people went and used the restroom. I decided to just say I didn't feel well and go home, the nurse let me go home after telling my teacher.  

I lay in bed crying and crying, I started to throw everything around in my room. I looked at my body in the mirror. 

"You are a slut Cheon-Sa LOOK AT YOURSELF! You think ANYONE would want to be your f-friend?" I start to slap my face.

...

I have been cleaning my room for a couple hours. I should start to go and pick up Su-Jin from preschool. My eyes are really swollen and puffy, I didn't want to deal with anyone or anything. I hear my phone ringing so I pick it up and answer the call.

"We are having people over, their son goes to your school his name is Hyeon! He seems like a very handsome boy, maybe you to could date, also make sure to start to cook."

"Okay."

I end the call, and stand there in shock. why does he have to come for dinner why can't someone else. I decided what to start to cook...how about spaghetti it's easy and it taste okay! I start to head down stairs to make spaghetti.

I then get another call, which I answer. 

"Also we are picking up Su-Jin, so you can take care of the food."

"O-oh okay."I end the call, I feel like she is trying to be nice for some reason. And I don't like it at all! I keep cooking food and after that I get ready. 

While I was waiting I get a text from Heeseung.

"When ever you are available let's have a talk."

"Okay let's meet up at the park tonight at 12am?"

"Okay."

I can get a chance to explain to him that I never was interested in Hyeon that much and that Hyeon raped me. Soon after I hear the door bell ring and I go get it. It was my mom, dad, Su-Jin, Hyeon, Hyeon's mom, and Hyeon's dad.

"O-oh, Hello! I am almost done with the food, please take a seat!" They enter the house, take off their shoes, and then head to dinner table. I was just preparing the food then I felt someone touch my waist. I started to painful I pushed Hyeon's hands off my waist. I knew it was Hyeon who else would it be, he was the only one besides me not at the table.

"Don't touch me."

"Why can't I touch MY property?"

"Who said I was 'YOUR property'?"

"I said so.. and besides you have lost your v-card because of me."

"That dosen't mean ANYTHING you RAPED me!" I slapped his ugly face, tears slowly falling out of my face.

"I didn't ra-"

"yes you did, I didn't give you consent to touch me or ANYTHING like that! You wanted to rape me it was in YOUR EYES!"

"I admit I did." I couldn't take it anymore my breath shacks, I feel stuffy like I can't move, tears running down my face to the finish line. I dash out of there going to my bedroom and locking myself I there. I hear my mom pounding on the door breaking it at any second.

"CHEON-SA ARE YOU OKAY?"

...

The 'party' was over and I was heading to were Heeseung wanted to talk. My heart was pounding hard, I see Heeseung in the dim light.

"Heeseung..you wanted to talk right?"

"Yes, I did. So you lost your virginity with Hyeon, kissed him multiple times, and didn't have the URGE to tell me?" He looks at me in shock.

"Heeseung I don't like him!"

"CHEON-SA THERE ARE PICTURES AND VIDEOS! WHAT MORE COULD THERE BE?" Heeseung yells at me harshly.

"Cheon-Sa I don't want to be known as a kid whose friend is a slut."

"B-but I'm not a slut! IF YOU WOULD GIVE ME TIME TO FIND ALL THE PROOF I CAN I WILL! PLEASE HEESEUNG!" Tears were streaming down my face, I didn't want my friendship with Heeseung or the other to end. I would be lonely, have no one to tell jokes to at school, do gym with, and go to the lunch room laughing. It would all be ruined because of Hyeon.

"Jina was right, I shouldn't have trusted you Cheon-Sa." I stood there in disbelief JINA BETTER THEN ME? Why couldn't I just tell Heeseung what I was going through WHAT PEICE OF STRING WAS HOLDING ME TOGETHER TO NOT TELL HEESEUNG MY PROBLEMS.

"B-w-what, so you're taking Jina's side now? You really must be blind Heeseung."

"I'm not Cheon-Sa. I trusted you, but you broke it by keeping a secret from me! I don't want to have a friend who I can't trust, who would, and I wouldn't want a slut as my friend either." So he really did think I was a slut. His rude side was coming out of him it really was.

"Cheon-Sa let's forget all the memories we have had together, let's erase them. I don't want to have memories with you EVER again! If we ever have a group project together let's not get close to each other and just do the project."

"I agree I don't want to be friends with a JERK WHO WON'T LISTEN TO HIS FRIEND! Who seems like a nice person but as soon as you do one thing 'wrong' he turns into a demon who only cares about HIS reputation and doesn't even try to help his friends." 

"Cheon-Sa you're taking this too far."

"No you are Heeseung, you don't even TRY to help my reputation. You wouldn't even care to."He looks at me with no facial expressions. So blank you couldn't tell anything, just like a blank piece of white paper. Tears were coming down my face like a water fall, the crisp wind kisses my cheeks, and the grass flows with the wind.

"Cheon-Sa let's not be friends anymore."