𝐀𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐲𝐚𝐡'𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯 | 𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐞 𝟐𝟗𝐭𝐡
I sipped my water as I waited for the doctor to come back. I was here for my regular check up to get my next prescription of birth control. Brianna was here since we was going shopping afterwards. I'd barely had anytime to do much since I'd been busy with work. So today I planned on getting pampered and stock up on clothes since I needed a few new things.
"I'm too damn hungry." Brianna huffed as she rubbed her belly that was rumbling loud as hell.
"Me too...can we get some pizza?" I asked now craving it.
"You read my mind." she laughed, our conversation ended when the door opened.
My doctor walked back in, "Okay so your blood pressure was fine. But I can't prescribe your birth control as you're pregnant." she spoke with a warm smile.
I choked on my damn water while Brianna choked on her gum because who is pregnant? not me. "Um no I'm not." I said shaking my head.
"Honey it's right here you're ten weeks. So I'm going to get you a prescription of perentals. Which you'll need to take every morning. Since you're so early in we won't do a scan until next time but we'll do an internal scan."
"Um no, I've been in birth control." I said still in pure disbelief.
"Well your blood work and urine came back as pregnant hon."
The doctor talked me through a few more things before I booked my next appointment which would be a scan. The drive to the mall was quiet as hell because we were both flabbergasted.
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I walked up to the door and knocked. Tonight Sania would be spending the evening with me. Kaleb let me in and I took Sania's bag from him.
"It's quiet is she asleep?" I asked and he nodded.
"She'll be up in a minute....you good?" he frowned as he looked at my tired eyes.
"Mhm." I nodded trying to convince myself at this point.
My morning didn't go how I planned at all. We didn't even end up shopping, we spent our pampering time simply talking things out. Brianna was trying to calm me down while I had a full on panic.
"No you not...what Jayce did now?"
"He got me pregnant that's fucking what." I mumbled and his jaw dropped, almost hitting the floor.
"Say swear right now?!" he whispered but yelled at the same time.
"Mhm, don't say anything I'm telling him tonight." I took Sania and we were off, I didn't want to talk anymore about it so I practically ran away.
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These past few hours I'd literally slept from how drained I felt. Sania woke up hungry so we ate and watched tv for the last hour. But Jayce was now here to pick up Sania and take her home.
I carefully set Sania in her seat before closing the door. I turned around looking up at Jayce, I'd been imagining all the different ways I could break the news to him.
"Watchu wanna talk about?" he asked, before leaning back on his car.
"I don't really wanna have this conversation but I have to tell you....I'm pregnant." I said knowing there wasn't any better way to say it. I wasn't really one for sugarcoating news.
He frowned before looking down to my stomach, "You carrying my baby?" he uttered in shock.
"Yes I'm carrying our baby." I corrected him.
He thought briefly before speaking, "You ain't happy?"
"Call me whatever but a child is supposed to be raised in a two parent house hold. I'm bringing this baby up by choice in this situation?" I had no shame in saying abortion crossed my mind but at the end of the day this baby didn't ask to be put in this situation. I myself was in this situation and now had to deal with it.
"You chose to break up with me."
"And you chose to be a drug dealing asshole. Most people turn to dealing when they're struggling and need fast money. But you? No, you come from a good family, but it was too good for you. You wanted to be just like those niggas you called friends now here you are." I said before storming off back to the entrance of my building. I don't know where that came from but I needed to get it out.
I ignored the sound of him calling me back and cleared my mind on route back to my apartment. As soon as I walked in I locked up and went to my room. I stripped and got under my sheets and pretended today never happened.
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