Gajok: We Are Together

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MC's POV

Ahh, I feel tied up and tired, what happened to me?

Oh right I remember, I fainted at the concert. Damn it. Why did I have to screw up in such an important moment? This might be the biggest regret I could ever have! It was only their first day of sound-check in Las Vegas and this incident was an unnecessary trouble for them. God I feel so bad and I can’t even apologise! Most probably I won’t be able to see them so close again and I missed them. Why this after waiting for so many years? This is so unfair. Sigh. They say you miss something good only because God has something better for you. I wonder what I will gain for this. But what is this layer of suffocation I am feeling? My eyes are sealed shut and I can’t feel my limbs. Did my mind wake up faster than the rest of my body? At least I don’t feel the tight pain of my chest anymore. Maybe I will wake up completely in the hospital.

Hah! I don’t know why I feel so light right now. It’s like I don’t exist anymore. Am I trapped in a coma state where my mind has awakened it’s consciousness but nothing else
in my body works? Was the dose of sedation not enough? It’s like your eyes can see but the world has no colours. Your ears can hear but the surroundings are void of any sound. The earth has been sucked out of the all the scents even if your nose is open. I hate it. I want to escape it as soon as possible.

Ouch! What is this sudden movement? There is a vigorous push and pull going on around me. My head feels heavy. Am I fainting
again!! Even though I can’t see I feel like there’s a bright light somewhere above my head. Is it a tunnel? Whoa! My head escaped the tunnel but my neck? It’s tight with tension. Are they killing me or something? Come on, a little more. Whoever is pulling me
out could use a little bit more force. Finally I am out! I feel so better now. Let’s try to stretch a bit. What! Why do my limbs feel so short and weak!? Oh my eyes! Its likes the sun flashed in front of me. Who is this now? Hey dude, why are you crying? Are you that happy that I woke up? How come I don't recognize you? And again who is this lady? Are you okay? You look pretty exhausted. Seems like you have worked hard to save me then. Thank You! You have a lovely smile, just like a mother. Wait, I can feel being held. Held!? I can’t even move my head, it’s so stiff. My hands!? What the hell happened to them? They are so tiny. This lady is holding me just with both of her hands. Did I become a baby then? But how is this possible, unless... unless I died and took a rebirth! Are you kidding me? Wait, then the tunnel was the lady’s vaginal opening and I clearly remember going through all the steps of being born! Oh my God, this is so embarrassing!

Now wait, wait lady don’t smoosh my face to your boobs! But, I do feel hungry. I am a baby and can’t move so let’s be shameless and suck. Ahem! Mister I don’t like being watched while being fed by this lady or whom now I will call my mother. So it seems you are my father. Hello. Slap! Oops my hands are tiny and I can’t move well, yep totally real. I really took a rebirth then. But I still clearly remember everything from my past life, literal 28 years of my life! How does that work? That also means all my property and earnings are gone! No Bangtan! No writings!
No money! Nothing!! This is depressing.

Huh, my father is speaking something. I don’t understand a bit of it. Is he calling someone? Now that I look around this room... it’s
different, it does not look like a hospital, and instead it looks like a home. It seems like a huge cottage made up of wood and stone. I always wanted to have one. There is an absence of technology. No light bulbs but candelabras. No tiled floors but a rougher terrain worn out with repeated use. Most of the tools are simple and handmade. I almost
thought it was cottage core themed vacation residence if I hadn’t noticed hand stitched clothes my parents are wearing. They are the actual residents of this place since long. Am I born in a village? I can't understand what they are speaking at all. Shit! I forgot to check if I am a boy or girl! I am covered for now. I
will check it later.

Someone is coming. Hmm, these two little boys, are they my brothers? The older one looks like a 5 year old and the younger one maybe 3 years old? The older one wants to touch me. Here, let me give you a handshake.
What! , I can only hold a finger of his hand! * Huffs* Okay, finger shake is it. The younger one is curious like a cat. He is staring at me so hardly but does not come near me. Is he afraid to touch me? Now that I look, my
parents look quite good. My father is a lean man with honey eyes and deep brown hair. He looks kind and a happy family man. My mother is a bit chubby, with broad lips, bright
green eyes and wavy black hair. Even covered with sweat she looks so lovely! My older brother looks like a miniature copy of my father, some bits modified for the better. He will look quite handsome as he grows up. My younger brother looks like my mother, and oh so cute! He is going to be prettier than the girls. How do I look though? I have to check but I feel so sleepy now. Let’s take a nap.

Aah I feel hungry again! I think I just took birth and sucked milk just a few hours ago. This is irritating. I can only cry, but the sound is annoying even to my ears. Father is here!
Let me stretch my hands for you. Now pick me up and take me to mother. Hurry! Oh, mother is sleeping now. What to do now? I
feel bad to wake her up. Where are you taking me, hmm? So they do have something else for me to drink. Thank god! Well why I suddenly have an ominous feeling that something bad is going to happen? Yuck, something happened in my butt. Did I poop? What the hell man? Why now? Even if you are my father please don’t stare my naked butt! I
want to cry so bad now! How am I going to handle the life a baby! Help!

Picture of the cottage I imagined above👆.

Hello, readers this is my second chapter. I know I am late. I sincerely apologise for it and I was really facing some issues. My life is somewhat back on track so I am back too. Please comment whatever you feel here. Have a great day! 💜