Dear Eli,
I can't say I miss you
But I miss that feeling you gave me
Where it felt like my life was coming together
And that I could solve any trial
It's only now I realize that I only felt that way
Because you were so lost
You were a mess and that made me feel like I wasn't
But I'm reality my problem was
That I let you lead me on
Lie to me all the time
Just to escape my own loneliness
My own pain
As you pretended you could give me a life
You yourself will never dare to build for yourself
YOU ARE READING
Where do I go from here?
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