Life on the Murder Scene || Gerard Way Horror Romance

21: Argumentative

Gerard's POV: 

As soon as we stepped into that stupid Church I didn't feel right. I could feel something deep inside me body but I don't know what. I felt agitated. 

As we walked closer to the Jesus figure I completely blacked out. 

I felt myself slip into a different world. My surroundings quickly turned from a black mass into a thick green forest. I'm still wearing my Church outfit and the rosary around my neck. "Where the fuck am I?" I whisper to myself 

My whisper echoed through the forest. I start running, hoping to get back home. 

I approach upon an open area with dead grass. As I look up I see a pile of bodies, wearing suits and dresses, covered in blood. My eyes travel up the mountain of flesh, I start to see faces I recognize. 

Frank...

Mikey...

Ray...

Noelle...

Me...

At the top I see my wife. Wearing her wedding dress and gun in hand. "JULES!" I yell out hoping to gain her attention. She averts her gaze from the sky to me with a blank stare. She points the gun at me as I'm running to her. 

I climb up the pile of bodies desperate for her. I tiredly make it to her feet with her staring down at me. The gun now pointed to my head, I look up and plead. "Juliette, love, please don't." 

SHOT 

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Gerard's POV: 

I wake up in a sweat, laying on the floor. "Where the fuck? What?" I curse. I look around to see Jules next to my side worried, "Gee! We need to get you home." A warm liquid covers my body, it was black and thick. Fuckin' gross. 

Juliette's POV: 

"What the fuck was that?!" I yell. I helped Gerard get undressed, "Jules, I-I don't know what happened. I just blacked out!" 

"I'm seriously never going to be aloud back in that Church or even go near it at this point." I sigh agitated. I know I shouldn't be upset because he got sick, all it was. But, I feel like things were ruined for me again. A chance to reconnect with the people there, even Noelle. Maybe I wanted to try and go back to Church. 

"I couldn't help it! Do you think It's my fault? Do you think I wanted to projectile vomit on the floor?! Why do you even wanna go back? I thought you hated it!" He yells back at me frustrated. I feel tears well up in my eyes. "I never said it was your fault Gee! I wanna go back to reconnect with pastor and everyone there. Most of those people in that damn church took care of me when no one else wanted to!" I quickly change into my pajamas.

"I can take care of you so much better than they can! I worship something that can give us more than God could ever give us. Think of the betrayal you're doing against Satan." He hisses. I can see the immediate regret in Gerard's eyes. I grab my coat and start heading out the front door. 

"Where the fuck do you think you're going Jules?" He grabs my arm tightly. "LET GO! Just... give me a minute. Please." I give him a quick kiss on the cheek and make my way to the guys house. 

As I'm walking I burst into tears. I walk inside their house not even knocking to be met with Mikey on the couch. "J, what's wrong hun?" Mikey brings me in for a hug. "Me and Gerard got into a fight." I cry into this chest basically soaking it. 

"Are you okay? Are you hurt?" I shake my head no and lay on the couch curled up in a ball. Then comes down Frank. "Who's here? Jules?" 

"Her and Gerard got into a fight." Mikey explains. "What the fuck did his stupid ass do this time?" He sighs rubbing his head. "If you want you can spend the night in my bed? I'll sleep on the couch." Mikey kindly suggests. "Please." Is all I can say. 

I lay in Mikeys bed while he puts on the tv for me. "Here, let me get you another blanket." He grabs a thick and soft blanket tucking me in. He kisses me on the cheek, "I'm sorry my brothers an ass." He chuckles. It did make me smile a bit, "Theres that smile." 

Mikey's POV:

I decided to let Jules stay in my room for the night. I know how hard it can be to decompress from arguments like that. Instead of going to sleep on the couch I decide to go talk to Gerard first. Hopefully to see where his heads at. 

I walk into the house, "Gerard?" No response. My heart kinda sank at the no response but I head upstairs to see him crying on the floor. "Dude get up." I help him off the floor. "I feel so bad, Mikey. I shouldn't have yelled at her like I did. She didn't deserve it." He shook his head. 

I grab tissues and hand them to him. "What happened? Wanna explain? She hasn't said anything  yet." 

He explains everything to me. Even what he experienced when he was passed out. I felt bad for the both of them. "I can see why she was upset, that place holds special memories for her. But I also see how maybe she could've been more understanding!" I rub his back. "I need to apologize Mikey, I do. Is she awake?" He stands up ready to go get her. 

"She's probably asleep by now. Wait until morning to get her, maybe buy her some flowers!" I suggests. Gerard agrees. "If you want you can stay in the spare bedroom though. So if you really need her she'll be there." 

We head over back to my place and go check on Jules. She was fast asleep with her makeup runny. Gerard walks over and places a kiss on her forehead while covering her back up with the blanket that had fallen to the floor. 

Juliette's POV: 

I wake up stiff, god I slept like a rock. That is genuinely some of the best sleep I've gotten in a while. I look out the window to see the ground covered in a thick thick layer of snow. I shiver. 

I head downstairs covering myself in the soft blanket that covered me during the night. "Morning guys." I croak. "Morning, cold?" Mikey says bringing me a warm coffee. "Very. Where's Gee?" I ask worried. 

"He'll be here soon, he went out to get a few things because of the storm. Get comfy!" I lay on the couch with the blanket. Damn I should ask to keep this.

 "Hey Mikey?"

"Yes?" 

"Can I maybeeee keep this blanket?" I give my best puppy dog eyes. Don't fail me now! He sighs, "Sure. I'll have to buy another one." I shriek with happiness. 

About 30 minutes pass and I'm out like a light. Next thing you know I'm being awaken by Gerard petting my face lovingly. I sit up with a rush to put my arms around him. "Gerard I'm so sorry. I was so so mean, I shouldn't have." 

Gerard holds on tightly kissing me on my temple. "I wanted to apologize too, here." He hands me a bouquet of flowers. It was the most beautiful thing I've seen in a while. "I accept your apology. I never wanna fight like that again." I laugh. "Agreed sugar." 

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I lay in bed with Gerard cuddled as close as possible. Sometimes I wish I could craw into this chest because I love him so much. 

"Hey Gerard?" I whisper playing with his hair. "Yes?" 

"Why don't you like me visiting the church?" I could feel him shift and stiffen in my arms. "Because." 

"Because why?" I argue back. 

"Jules, fine I'll tell you." He sits up in bed holding my hand in his. "I begged and sacrificed all that I can for Satan to get someone like you. Satan has given me everything I've wanted so far. It's just getting better for me, God hasn't and will not do the things Satan has done for me. Satan could do so much for you if you just accept him into your life Jules." 

You could see the passion in his eyes. He really meant every single word he said. "I only go for the people. That's it. I crave their love, it's the closest thing I can get to my mothers love." Tears fall from my eyes. "I don't give a fuck about God and what he has to offer me. He is cruel. Cruel." I scoff and avoid eye contact. 

"Look at me." He grabs my face. "I can teach you so much but you have to let me Jules." 

"I will."