Life on the Murder Scene || Gerard Way Horror Romance

39: Dead!

*A/N: Also currently working on three new chapters that are 3 alternate endings so you're able to choose a random one or read all three if you want! I couldn't pick an ending so I'm writing three different ones! YAY!*

Juliette's POV: 

Today was the day. Today was the god damn day. I wanted to throw up. I wanted to gag. I wanted to run away. I wanted to scream. 

I woke up out of bed and did my normal morning routine. While I was showering Gerard came in the bathroom. "What is it Gee?" I ask sweetly inviting him in. He hops in the warm water with me, I watch the water flow down his body soaking his hair. 

I love this man. His features were so gentle. Everything about him was gentle. They way he spoke to me, the way he moved, the way he talked was encapsulating. I felt like I was being pulled deeper and deeper into a spell. 

We finished our shower and got dressed. I wore a long black dress covered in lace, think wedding outfit but toned down. Gerard was dressed in a completely black suit. 

Gerard and I head downstairs to see everyone also wearing all black. "Ready?" Says Frank with an excited smile. "Hell yeah!" I yell excitedly. I wasn't sure what to expect really but I could feel my heart beat with eagerness to find out. 

We walk into the basement to see Noelle completely naked sitting in the chair. Now that I'm seeing her again, in her final moments was something I never thought I would see. We all stand in front of her. I saw no tears from her. 

Was she just finally accepting this all? 

"Jules, have any last words?" Gerard smiles softly at me. Theres that sweet smile. 

I did have last words. A lot actually. 

I take a step forward, much closer. "I don't even know where to start with this Noelle. Um, this is finally the end. I'm finally putting my misery out. The ball and chain to my life. I hate that you ever tried to become between me and Gerard just because you were jealous. How miserable can you be to do something like that? I don't have anything else." I really didn't have anything to say. I wrote it all down before and that wasn't being given to her until she's laying in a coffin. 

"Gee? Have anything to say?" I ask entangling my arm with his. "No darling. I said everything I needed to say already." What does he mean? Did he already exchange words without me knowing? I don't care. Just means we have more time to get this done and over with. 

Gerard hands me the special bat he made with nails. I grip it, sucking my teeth and holding it high in the air. Noelle kept her gaze to ground, "FUCKING LOOK AT ME!" I spat at her. She holds her head up, shaking. A tear slipping from the corner of his eye. 

I swing the bat hitting her torso causing her to scream out in pain. I kept hitting in the same spot repeatably until it was just mush. Blood splattered across my face as she fell to the floor, blood seeping down the drain. 

I watch her body twitch and convulse on the ground. I give the bat to Gerard letting him take several hits at her. He destroys her torso even more. 

Her lifeless body lied on the floor, lifeless. I felt my hands shaking it was done. It happened. It fucking happened. 

"So what now?" I ask with a shaky breath and a manic smile. "This."

Gerard grabs a gun from the table shooting Noelle in the head. She was already dead but I guess he did it as a precaution. I felt free. I felt less...heavy. 

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Juliette's POV: 

We disposed of Noelle's body in the tiny creek inside the park where me and the boys first met. A  day or so later the news came on. I sat in front of the TV watching pictures of her plastered all over the screen. 

Noelle Stiner found brutally murdered in the park. People say she was a wonderful church girl who had it going for her. Police are looking at any possible suspects as we speak, we will get back to you with details soon. 

"Gerard! Look!" I call Gee from the kitchen. He rushes in, "They found her." 

He looks pleased with himself. "Expected." 

"Wait, Gee? What happens now?" I look at him feeling empty. I don't know why I feel like this. I don't feel bad at all. 

"Live out the rest of your life with me sugar. That's what." He smiles going back to the kitchen. 

Update on the case of Noelle Stiner. Cause of death was murder, and was beaten and shot to death. Police are still unable to find a suspect so if you have any leads please feel free to call this num- 

I turn the TV off just laying on the floor. Is this really what my life has come to? 

I walk into the kitchen to grab a beer. I chug the beer just wanting to forget. I grab another. Chug. "Hun, what're you doing?" Gerard asks worried. "I need to forget Gerard. I need. To. Forget." 

"Forget what?" 

"You know what." 

There was a long pause, it started to downpour rather hard. "Can we go over to the guys house, please? I need a distraction." It was starting to hit harder than I thought it was. 

We wander our way over there and I place myself on the couch immediately. Frank immediately notices something is off, "What's up with you?" He rubs my legs. "She feels bad." Gerard chimes in. "About killing Noelle?" 

"I am not! I-i'm just processing it, thats all." I huff crossing my arms. "You'll get over it, I promise. Maybe this will help," He leans in closer to my face trying to kiss me but I push his face with my hands. "Go away fuckface." 

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Juliette's POV: 

Today was the day of Noelle's funeral. I wore the same outfit that I killed her in. 

"I feel like I'm going to throw up." I say while looking out the window. "Well, maybe don't." Gerard says from the driving seat. "Now that you said that I want to." 

We get to the service and get seated. I wanted to fake cry but I don't even think I could fucking do that. Several people come up to speak to me about her and I try to converse with them as much as possible, lots of people talking about how I'm married and when we're having children.  Old people talk. 

Lot's of prayer music played and I've never felt more uncomfortable. My hand gripped onto Gerard's, basically digging my nails into his skin. "It'll be over soon sugar." He whispers into my ear, kissing my temple.  

It was the time to go view her body. I walk up to the casket and let out a lil giggle. I shut myself up rather quickly. I place the note I wrote to her in a pocket she had on her dress. 

One last thing was the precession to the graveyard. She was being buried in the graveyard my parents we're buried in. Great. 

We get to the graveyard and watch her casket get lowered into the ground. People threw in flowers and little pieces of jewelry. I take a rosary out of my back pocket and throw it into the grave with her. "You'll be needing this." I say as I throw it in the grave with a smile on my face. 

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Gerard's POV: 

"We fucking did it Jules." I exhale leaning my head against the headrest. "It doesn't feel real. None of this feels real honestly." 

She was very fidgety on the way home, "Are you okay sugar?" I ask as we walk in the house. "Uh yeah, just anxious I guess." She shoots me a small smile going upstairs to change. When she gets back down I ask, "Talk to me. What's making you anxious?" 

She sits in the sunroom smoking a cigarette, "Ever since we finally killed her I've just had this pit in my stomach, like something bad is gonna happen. I know it's probably just my guilty conscious." 

"I'm sure everything will be fine sugar. You killed your best friend, I would feel that way if I killed Mikey or one of them." I try to comfort her with my words but I don't think I really helped any. A guess a hug and kiss will do for now. 

"I'm happy I got to do this you at least." She smiles. 

I loved her smile. She couldn't get any more beautiful.