Day 17-19

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Kellin's pov

Day 17

Vic didn't answer none of my calls or texts. My mom asked me what had happened but I didn't tell her, I was to upset to mention it. This was all my fault.

I constantly called and texted but I got no answer, I didn't want to give up. I didn't really think Vic was going to cheat on me, but maybe I didn't know him as well as I thought I did.

It upset me a lot. Maybe if I hadn't opened my big mouth, Vic and I would be in my bed cuddling and having small talk. I tried so many times calling him and texting him, I just wanted something, anything.

Day 18

I got a text. It wasn't what I wanted and it made me burst into tears.

It simply read:

"Fu.ck off"

And that's it's.

I hated everything at that moment, why couldn't he just talk to me. I started to think a bit about I guess our little fight, and maybe we both were being a little too over dramatic. We shouldn't have taken it this far. I didn't mean too, and maybe Vic didn't mean to either, he just said what he said in the moment of it.

My mom tried to tell me that it would be okay and that Vic wasn't that type of person. I didn't believe her, maybe that was wrong of me.

This has been the longest that we both haven't talked to each other, and it was hurting me. Was it hurting him? I don't know.

I went outside for some fresh air and left my phone in my room. I knew he wouldn't be testing me anytime soon. I needed some space, I needed some air, I needed to think for a bit. I looked up at the clouds and just watched them. I was at peace just watching the clouds float in the sky, sometimes I wish I could float away. A bird flew by at one point, birds had so much freedom. I was I was bird sometimes, so I could fly away from this place and possibly never come back.

I didn't realize I had been crying until I felt my cheek, it was damp with tears. At this moment I wished my dad was here, maybe he would've known what to do. My mom was great and all, but I we were still learning to be with each other. I wanted my dad so bad at that moment, why the hell did he have to die.

I sniffled and got up. I walked back to my room and fell on my bed. I reached for my phone and I saw a new text message, from Vic.

"I'm going to a party stop texting me and calling me, I need my battery."

I got so angry at that moment. What the hell was his problem? I was so mad now, I was crying all over again. I replied to him.

"Have fun, as.shole."

He replied.

"Stop being a big baby, maybe I'll meet someone attractive and cheat on you."

I cried more that day. I wasn't okay. This wasn't okay.

Day 19

I turned my phone off. I didn't want to get any other texts from Vic that night. I hadn't gotten out of bed since last night and now it was 1 pm. My mom came in and asked if I was okay, I stared at her and told her I was, that I was just a bit tired, and she believed me.

I laid in bed at the moment, staring at my feeling not knowing what to do. That is until I heard a knock, It was from downstairs. I stayed quiet and heard my mom open the door, I couldn't hear what they were saying but soon enough I heard footsteps coming up to my room. I quickly got under the covers, covered my face with a pillow, and pretended to be sleeping. I heard my door open, but I remained quiet and didn't move.

"Kellin?" I heard him.

It was Vic. His voice made me want to cry, but I didn't. I remained quiet.

He sighed. "Your sleeping. Of course, I come at the wrong time."

I heard him shut the door, then felt him sit down on my bed. I didn't move at all I was too scared.

"Last night, I didn't mean what I texted. I was just being stupid. I don't know why I'm saying this right now, I'm gonna have to repeat all of this when you wake up. I guess I just need to go over what I'm going to say to you. I don't want to fu.ck up, again. I didn't cheat, if that's what your wondering. I would never do that. You mean so much too me." He said. He sounded so sincere.

I had enough. I got up and pushed him off my bed. He fell and looked up at me shocked.

"You were awake?" He asked.

"Yes I was you fuc.king jerk." I glared.

"Kellin, I'm sorry. I really like you." He said.

"Who the fu.ck says that over text.. God Vic. You're so stupid." I sniffled.

"Please don't cry." He frowned.

He got up and got under the covers with me. He put his arm around me, while I moved around trying to get comfortable.

"I really like you." He said.

"Do you?" I asked.

"Yeah, I really like you. A lot. So much." He looked at me and made eye contact.

I looked at his eyes and I didn't see any guilt or just anything that would lead to believe he was lying.

"You're such a jerk, I really like you too." I buried my face into his chest.

I missed this. I missed him. I knew I could trust him, I never thought I couldn't, I knew he would never do anything like that.

"Hey."

I looked up at him.

"I." He kissed me.

"Really." He kissed me again.

"Like." And again.

"You." And again.

That's what we did all day. Shared a few kisses in my room, while being cuddled up with each other.

This was okay. I was at peace with this, and like I said before, he was my getaway, my escape.

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