115 Days [Kellic]

Day 8

Kellin's pov

I realized my mom didn't care about me when she didn't even try to contact me and find out where I was. I didn't care but it still hurt. She's so different now ever since my dad died. She doesn't try to speak to me or spend time with me anymore like before. I miss her. I understand my dad dying was a hard thing for her, it was for me too. I didn't speak to anyone for months. Justin and Jack tried to help me but I just simply pushed them away. Gabe and Jesse knew I needed space so they gave it to me. I grew up accepting that my dad wasn't going to come back and that it was time to move on. I guess my mom still couldn't accept it. Sometimes I felt like a burden to her. I felt like she didn't want me around anymore but then I think about how much she works to support herself and me. It was hard to know what she was thinking or feeling. I admit I was jealous of vic having a dad around. It was wrong of me to feel that way. I just wanted  my dad back or at least a mother who was there for me.

Vic ended up telling his mom about my situation with my permission of course. She felt bad for me and she got mad when vic told her my mom hit me. It was strange honestly. I haven't had an adult care for me for a while now. She told me I could come over anytime I just gave her a small smile and a nod, which made her frown. I didn't mean to upset her. She let vic and I stay home and miss school again. I didn't care about school so I was happy she let us stay. I like her I think I'll be visiting vic more now. Vic's dad was nice too. He reminded me of my dad a bit. Mike was cool he was funny and such an idiot. I like the fuentes family.

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"Kellin?" I turned to look at vic. I had been thinking for a while now I wasn't even listening to what he was saying. It made me feel bad.

"I'm sorry." I whispered. He shook his head and gave me a small smile. This is what I liked about vic. He perfectly understood me, I dont know how. He knew me so well even though we've only talked for a few days. He knew I could get distracted by just thinking. Any normal person would get annoyed or mad at that, but vic didn't. I liked that. I liked him. I leaned in and gave him a quick kiss on his cheek.

"Kellin you're so confusing." I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion. What does he mean? I gasped as he pulled me onto his lap.

"V-vic what are you doing?" I bit my lip. He looked amused, he was enjoying making me nervous. God I hated him.

"No you dont." He laughed. Oh sh.it did I say that out loud? I gave him a small smile and shook my head. I could never hate him. He is annoying and I constantly want to punch him but I could never hate him. I hope he never does anything that will make me hate him. "Last night was something. I really liked spending time with you." I blushed remembering about last night. I would never admit it to vic but I liked him holding me. I felt safe and better in his arms. We weren't together which sometimes confused me on why I was acting so affectionate towards him, but he would do the same.

"I want to try something." I nodded. I didn't know what he wanted to try and I was curious. I saw him lean in towards me, so I did the same. "Im not going to kiss you. I just wanted to see if you would respond the same way." He smirked. I groaned in annoyance.

"You're so fuc.king annoying. You know what I do hate you." I got up only to be pulled back down by vic and suddenly his lips were on mine. I quickly melted into his touch and kissed him back. It wasn't messy, it was just a simple kiss. Well that's what I thought. Soon enough I was panting and so was vic. I tangled my fingers in his hair as he slipped his tongue into my mouth. I was a bit nervous but I got the hang of it quickly. This probably could have gone further if it wasn't for two guys suddenly walking in through the door. I pulled away from vic, cheeks turning red as I saw the shocked, amused faces of the other two boys.