115 Days [Kellic]

Day 36-38

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Vic's pov

Days 36

"Baby are you paying attention?" I felt a pair of small lips against my cheek.

I turned around only to see Abigail, her small pink lips were smeared in lip gloss, her cheeks had a ton of blush on them, she was wearing a pink floral top with some blue skinny jeans. She was speaking but I paid no amount of attention to her, I was simply lost in my own thoughts, thinking about why I had to fück up so badly to the point that I lost the one person that I cared so much about.

"Uh yeah I am." I said.

She smiled and continued to speak, but I still paid no attention to her. This wasn't right, I wasn't supposed to be here with her. I was supposed to be with Kellin. I was literally so dumb, how could I have been so stupid?

"Just one kiss. Please." Andrew pouted.

"Mm we'll get caught." I laughed.

"Vic cmon please. It'll be fun." He smiled and bit his lip.

"O-okay.." And I instantly felt his lips attach to mine.

It was different, I could feel something was wrong, but I paid no attention to it. We laid on my bed making out, we both payed no attention to the music in the living room. I paid no attention to the calls I was getting. But through all of this I couldn't help but feel like I was doing something wrong.

I groaned loudly causing Abigail to jump away from me. She looked at me funny and paused the movie we were watching.

"Are you okay?" She asked.

"Um yeah I am. I just have a headache." I lied.

"Maybe you should take something, it sounded like it really hurts." She frowned.

"I'm fine, maybe I just need some rest." I said.

"Well cmon lets get you to your room, I'll stay so I can cuddle with you." She kissed my cheek and took my hand leading me to my room.

"We kissed!" I was angry. How could I have let this happen? Fück me for drinking.

"Well it was more like shoving your tongues down each other throats but.. um Vic you have to tell Kellin." Mike said.

"What no way I'm not telling him." I said.

My brothers crazy if he thinks I'm gonna tell Kellin that I cheated. I wasn't going to hurt him like that, I cared to much about him.

"He's going to find out." He said.

"No he won't."

Abigail pushed me on to my bed and she laid next to me. This wasn't right. I didn't want her here, I wanted Kellin here, but he was probably with Justin. Fück I hated that guy.

"Get some rest Vic." She wrapped her arm around my waist.

"Sorry I can't." I said.

"What's wrong?" She asked. "I don't think you have a headache."

"I don't. I'm just thinking." I said.

"Thinking about what?" She looked at me making eye contact with me.

"We fücking kissed Vic accept it!" Andrew yelled.

"Shut up! Your gonna get our parents up here!" I yelled.