115 Days [Kellic]

Day 42-44

Vic's pov

Day 42

"Abigail and I broke up." I said, and maybe those weren't the first words my parents wanted to hear early morning.

Both of them stopped doing what they were doing, my dad put his newspaper down and my mother put her spoon down. They both looked at me unsure of what to say, but it was my mom that broke the silence.

"Vic what happened? I thought you two were happy together, you seemed happy." My mother said.

"Yeah no, besides she likes someone else." I shrugged, and maybe that last part was a lie but they didn't need to know that.

"Oh Vic.. are you okay?" My mom asked giving me a sympathetic look.

"Yeah I'm fine." I smiled.

"You seem really happy that you two are over.." My dad looked at me suspiciously.

"Oh um we both agreed that it wasn't working out, and I want to focus on school more." In reality I wanted Kellin back, and for him to trust me.

"Oh okay, that's new." My father said.

"Well school is ending soon, and I want to go to college." I said.

"Are you planning on moving out?" My mother asked.

"I have money, and you both said you could help me for the first payment." I said.

"Yeah that's right." My dad said.

"Are you sure you made the right decision with Abigail?" My mom asked.

I groaned. "Yes mom I made the right decision."

"Okay just making sure." She smiled a little.

She wasn't making sure, she didn't think it was a good idea I could clearly see it in her face. She wanted me to be with someone, just like Mike was with his girlfriend. The thing is I'm gay and of course they both don't know that, but if they accepted it I would have told them a long time ago. I know I should probably stand up for myself and just blurt it out, but honestly I was a bit scared. They are my parents and I have moments were I think I absolutely hate them, but in reality I don't, it just matters to me what my parents think of me.

I didn't want them to hate me and kick me out. I did have money for an apartment, and I could get a job to pay the rest of the bills when they come, but it isn't easy finding an apartment just like that. I wanted there help to pay the first payment, and after that I would get a job and probably never speak to them again. It doesn't matter if I'm there son and they say they love me, they'll never accept that I'm gay.

"We should do something today like a family." My mom broke me out of my thoughts.

"Yeah um no thanks." I said.

"Why not?" My mom frowned.

"I'm busy." I simply said and went back to my room.

I wasn't really busy, but I didn't want to spend time with them. I was contemplating on calling Kellin but honestly I didn't want to bother him, I felt like I was now a days. I could always hang out with Jaime or Tony, but I didn't feel like playing video games today either. Honestly I didn't feel like doing anything, just lay in bed and maybe sleep. I could worry about all this other stuff tomorrow.

I just really need some rest right now.

Day 43

Apartment searching really sucks, there was so much you needed to make sure you had and also so many bills to pay. I honestly didn't think it would be so hard, I was thinking of just getting an apartment and that way I could be with Kellin, but now I have no idea.