115 Days [Kellic]

Day 4

Vic's pov

I enjoyed spending time with kellin yesterday. I wanted to spend time with him today too, but I felt like he would get annoyed with me quickly. I loved the effect I could have on him just by grabbing he's hips a bit. We were so close to kissing yesterday. I wanted to kiss him but I didn't. I was afraid that would freak him out, it was to soon.

At the moment I was trying to find my phone I know I said I wasn't going to contact kellin today, but I couldn't help myself wanting to talk to him. I finally found my phone though under my bed and I dialed he's number. Right away he picked up.

"Yes vic?" He said. He sounded tired. I should have probably checked the time. It was 9:00am.

"Shit kells I'm sorry. I woke you up didn't I?" I felt bad. I didn't mean to wake him up, I'm such an idiot.

"It's fine vic. I was going to wake up in a bit anyways." He yawned. I could tell he was lying which made me feel worse.

"Kellin can I go over?" I said.

"What uh.. No. I mean I'm busy no wait I just um.. I have things to do I don't think you should come over." He said.

"Oh alright I won't. Well I have to go so bye." I quickly hung up not letting him reply back to what I had just said. I was upset but I was being stupid. Part of me though could tell he was lying about having things to do. Did I do something wrong? I probably did.

I got up and quickly so dressed. I went downstairs into my car, I was going to see kellin even though he told me not to go over but first I was going to get a few things. Some people might say getting flowers and a teddy bear is a bit stupid but I guess that makes me stupid. I just felt it was a good gift to give kellin, I don't know why though.

After going to the store and getting the gifts I drove to Kellin's house. I only managed to get one single rose instead of many roses but it is the thought that counts. I pulled up into he's drive way and turned off my car. I admit I was a bit nervous.

I walked really slowly up to he's front door and knocked once. Was it to late to turn back? It didn't seem like anyone was home so I started to walk away. Well kellin was home and he opened the door. When he looked at me he was surprised, I thought he would be annoyed. I handed the rose to him and immediately he's cheeks turned red. I didn't say anything, and he didn't say anything either. It wasn't an awkward silence, it was comfortable.

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Kellin's pov

He got me a rose. Curse him for being so sweet. I hated him, but I knew that was a lie. Why would he get me a rose? I mean I loved it, it's wonderful. No one has ever given me a rose but I've never been in a relationship, not that vic and I are in a relationship. What are we?

I kept staring at the rose, it was beautiful. I couldn't help myself and bring vic closer to me giving him a hug. I had told myself I would be distant towards him but right now I didn't care, I completely forgot all about that.

"So I'll take it you liked the rose?" He chuckled. I kept hugging him, this felt right and that scared me.

"I did. Thank you vic. Um.. Want to come inside?" I said. I completely forgot that I told him I would be busy today. It was a lie I was just trying to distant myself. That's not really working.

"Didn't you say you were busy?" He said. Dammit. I was hoping he wouldn't remember.

"I'm never busy for you." I smiled. He seemed shocked at that and actually I was shocked at myself too. Where did the boost of confidence come from? I bet my cheeks turned red at that moment, I probably made is so awkward now.

"Well I like the sound of that." He chuckled. My nerves calmed down a bit after that. I'm guessing he didn't take it to seriously. He walked in and immediately sat down on the couch.

"You lied didn't you?" That caught me off guard. He found out. Of course he did thought it was so simple to figure out that I lied to him about being busy. All I did was nod.

"Why?" He said. I didn't want to explain myself, especially the reason why I was trying to avoid him. Vic honestly deserved better I don't know why he wastes he's time on me. I was so stupid to think he and I ever had a chance. You are stupid kellin. You're pathetic. Oh no the voices were back. Why now? I should tell vic to go home, I don't want him here anymore.

"Did I do something wrong? Why don't you want me here anymore?" I looked at him in confusion. How did he know I didn't want him here anymore? I said that out loud didn't I. God dammit.

"Kellin talk to me, please." He was begging me now. I refuse to tell him what I was thinking, so I stayed silent. That angered him though.

"Fine whatever I'll leave you alone." He got up and walked right out of my house. Did me not talking to him bother him this much? I didn't understand, but I got what I wanted. Maybe vic will stop talking to me now. I looked at the rose in my hands and thought about how sweet he was. It was in that moment I realized I didn't want vic away from me, I messed up and now I regretted it.

I kept looking at the rose and I burst out crying. I was so pathetic.

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Vic's pov

As I drove away from Kellin's house I looked back I don't know why I did. But I noticed something, a bear. The stupid bear I had forgotten to give kellin. I stopped the car.

I was deciding wether to go back or to keep driving, but I was to angry at him. I don't even know why I was angry, if he didn't want to talk about it then that was final. I was mad at him for a stupid thing. I am such an idiot.

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