115 Days [Kellic]

Day 71-75

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Day 71

Kellin's pov

I couldn't avoid my mother all my life, and that's how I found myself in the kitchen watching her cook. She loved cooking and now that she was getting more into it she had found many recipes to make. Not everything she made was good, but she was learning and I liked that she always wanted my opinion on her food.

I sat down quietly and waited for her to turn around. She eventually did and gave me a hesitated look. I was the one to speak up first though.

"He talked to me at the store. Seems like a nice guy." I said.

"He is, I'm sorry Kellin."

"You don't have to be." I told her. "If he makes you happy.. then I can try to accept whatever is going on between you two."

"Kellin, I'm such a bad mom. I don't understand-"

"Just forget about it." I sighed and got up from the chair.

I walked away from the kitchen a little disappointed. In all honesty I didn't want to accept this guy into my moms life, or my life. I wanted my dad to still be here, I wanted him and my mom together. But I knew whatever I told her she would still see this guy, even if it was behind my back, which she had been doing.

All I knew was that it was going to take a while for me to get used to this, and I wasn't sure if I ever would be okay with this.

Day 72

"So, you talked to your mom?" Justin asked.

"I did, it was weird. I don't really know." I said and picked up my books for my next class.

I ended up finishing all of my work, and now I needed to work on passing all of my classes, maybe I could graduate like all of my friends. I was hopeful for graduation, I would be gone from school. I would be with Vic in our apartment.

"Kellin, just a few more weeks and we graduate. It'll be okay." Justin spoke and patted my shoulder.

"Just a few more weeks." I whispered to myself just to make myself feel a little better.

I shut my locker and smiled at Justin. I walked to my math class alone not knowing where Vic was this morning, but I would text him later on, now I have to worry about surviving English class.

Day 73, 74

"Sorry I've been gone from school and well everything really."

"No, it's okay. I understand your trying to find a job, but you know Justin's offer still stands."

"I know. I'm sorry it I made it seem like I was going to take the job. I just want to do this on my own, and if I can't find anything then I'll Justin's offer."

"Vic, are you on the phone while driving right now?"

"Um.. Maybe? I'm sorry I wanted to talk to you since we haven't talked that much."

"I'm hanging up, call me if anything shows up."

"Wait-"

I hung up on Vic and put my phone on the table next to me. I hated when he used his phone on the road, he didn't think about what could happen because of it.

Vic ended up not taking Vic's offer because he wanted to do this on his own. I knew eventually he would give up and just take the job. I couldn't wait to get out of my home, even if that sounds bad. I hated living here with my mother, things were still awkward.

Her boyfriend was here more and I was working on being okay with them dating, but I found it more difficult to do. She could sense how uncomfortable I was when he came over, but I usually just stayed in my room with Vic.

These two days have been so lonely with Vic out all the time. I understood though that he was doing this for us, but I just wanted him here next to me. Moving was hard work, and I was tired of it, but we were so close. We couldn't stop now and just give up, this was our future and I was excited.

Hopefully nothing goes wrong.

Day 75

"I gave up. I took Justin's offer." Vic sighed and sat down next to me.

"I knew you would." I said and worked on my homework.

"Wow," I heard him scoff. "Thanks for having so much faith in me, you're such a wonderful boyfriend." He said sarcastically.

"Vic, I know you. You don't like working so hard for things." I said looking up at him.

"No, you just don't have faith in me. What have you been doing while I'm working my ass off for us? Nothing, absolutely nothing. This is what I get for dating a lazy good for nothing boyfriend." He muttered the last part but I still heard it. I grabbed my spiral and threw it at the back of his head. "Hey! That hurt, what the hell?!"

"Fuck you." I glared. "I have been moving all of your shit to our apartment. You literally dump all of your garbage on me and I'm the one that cleans it all up. My best friend gave you a god damn job and it's not my fault you can't find a job on your own. You know what you're the worst boyfriend ever."

"You're way worse than me you selfish brat." He spat.

"How am I being a selfish brat?!" I yelled. "You knuckle head!"

"Wow, nice comeback." He rolled his eyes.

"God, sometimes I really can't stand you." I got up putting my stuff away.

"Where are you going?" He asked in a panicked tone.

"Away, from you and your stupid attitude." I picked up my spiral that I threw at him and put it in my bag. "Call me when you stop being a five year old."

"Wait Kellin-"

"Wow, now you want to apologize." I rolled my eyes.

"I'm sorry, I'm just stressed. I'm sorry- I'm- I really am sorry." He said.

I sighed and went towards him. I gave him a small smile then flicked his nose. He glared at me and I laughed slightly.

"You're an idiot." I said.

"I know." He frowned. "But you still like me right?"

"Sadly yes." I giggled. "Why don't we just forget about today and get some rest. You're obviously tired."

"Yeah, that sounds great." Vic smiled.

And so we laid in my bed and fell asleep, well Vic did. I couldn't sleep, all I kept thinking about was this small fight we had, and all I kept thinking was about moving after graduation.

Maybe I wasn't so ready like I thought I was.

Sorry this took twenty five years to update.

I hope you enjoy this chapter, this book is almost finished.

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