The ghost with too many secrets (hero Izuku x civilian reader)

Ch.11

I saw a flash of green zigzag down the alley and I was suddenly pinned to a wall.

My hands where pinned together above my head as the hero looked angrily down at me. Suddenly I couldn't think straight as his glowing green eyes looked down at me. I could feel my face hot with a bright blush on my cheeks.

"Running makes you look more suspicious." He growled and my eyes glanced at his lips. I swallowed nervously as my legs felt a little weak as he squeezed my wrist together his other hand next to my head.

"What's with all the guns." He growled getting closer to my face.

"I um I." I hesitated not able to focus on the question. He huffed and I could see and feel his hot breath in the air and above my lips.

"Well?" He growled and I shook my head still unable to focus.

"I um I can't focus with you um s-so close." I said softly and he raised a eyebrow.

"Oh don't do that." I wined and he got closer.

"Answer the question and I'll stop." He growled and I shivered from the cold. He looked in my eyes making me squirm.

"I-it's just stuff from my p-past nothing important." I said and he hummed.

"Like what?" He growled and I shrugged.

"Does it really matter?" I asked and he narrowed his eyes at me.

"Look I never wanted anything to do with it ok I was forced into it we all were." I said and his grip loosened.

"It's top secret so I can't tell you even if I wanted to." I said and he looked me up and down before letting me go. I slid down the brick wall into the snow as he stood over me his arms crossed.

"It's why I disappeared permanently." I said and my eyes widened. I got on my knees and pushed him to the ground. I looked at him scared as I was on all fours in between his legs as he sat up on his elbows.

"You can't tell anyone no one's supposed to know. I already fucked up by telling Carol. I know I didn't say anything but still you have to keep your mouth shut my life depends on it." I said scared and his angry expression turned into a soft sympathetic one.

"Ok I won't say anything." He said and I got off him and looked at my hands.

"Let's get you inside you're not dressed for this weather." He said as he got up. He helped me up and we made our way back to the room.

In the elevator.

"Hey don't worry about the others. I'll take care of it." He said and I was a little confused.

"Why are you going to help me? I still haven't told you anything." I said and he sighed.

"There was a time I couldn't contact my mom or my friends or well anyone for years because of a extremely important solo undercover mission I was on. It was so dangerous that when my part was over and there was a few bad guys left I had to move and change everything about myself for my own safety." He explained and I looked down at my feet.

"I only just turned 18 at the time. So I understand at least some of what you're going through. Mine only lasted a couple years I was 21 when I got to come back. After that I was never the same. I got to into my fake life that well it is easy to forget I'm not there anymore. My hero job and what I did undercover has a thin line between them that made them different." He said and he grabbed my wrist gently as a bruise started to appear.

"Sometimes I get out of hand. I'm sorry I hurt you. I'll make sure to get you something for it." He said sweetly and let go of my wrist. I just looked at him a little in shock.

"I never realized you guys go through that. Didn't you like being a normal person?" I asked him and he chuckled.

"It was nice but I couldn't stay away from work. It's my life and I love my job even like I said I let my emotions or anger take over." He said and I looked back down.

"Sorry I didn't mean to make you angry." I apologized.

"No need to apologize it's not your fault. I'll try not to pry in on your life." He said and I nodded.

We walked down the hallway in silence but the tension rose as we got to the door. When at the door I found myself gently pinned against the wall next to it again. I was confused as he smirked at me.

"Out of everything I'm choosing to ignore I'm not going to ignore the fact you basically melted under my gaze outside." He said and I blushed.

"I don't know what you're talking about." I said and he hummed.

"I'm sure you don't darling." He said as he backed away and unlocked the door. I stood there dumbfounded. He grabbed my chin and made me look at him.

"You should take a hot shower. Don't want you catching a cold." He said before walking in.

What the hell was that?

I thought as I walked in and rushed to the room. I closed the door and sighed.

More like a cold shower.

I ended up taking a hot shower witch didn't help. I got out and changed and walked out heading to the kitchen.

I was making me something to eat as they all talked. I looked up as i cooked seeing the pink girl petting Lucifer. I smiled softly and looked at the others. My eyes caught green ones that looked at me. I blushed and looked away.

What is his issue? Why is he suddenly acting like this.

"Hey what are you making." Deku said in my ear suddenly right behind me. I jumped caught of guard.

"Um shouldn't you be talking about the mission with the others?" I said and looked at what I was making.

(Anything you want I'm lazy.)

"They are just talking about other things not work related." He said a little in my ear. I sighed and shook my head.

"But your food looks good." He said as he leaned more into me.

"Can I have a bite?" He whispered and I sighed. I got some on a fork and gave him some. He took the bite and pressed his body against my back. He hummed in my ear.

"That's good." He said and pulled away from me. His hand running over my hip and across my lower back along the top of my shorts and to my other hip.

I blushed and looked at him as he walked away. He smirked back at me before he went to the others.

I'm confused.