Jungkook's Little Sister Imagines

the end of an era ◡̈

AND THAT's A WRAP !!!! AAAA i seriously am speechless over the amount of love and support this book had received over the past few years. 650k is crazy 😭 that's so much people wHERE'D YOU ALL CAME FROM ?32&2&/

i would like to start by, once again, thanking all of you for showering jungkook and uno with so much love since the beginning. i started writing this way back in sixth grade because i was bored and i got nothing better to do at home. i LOVED reading this genre of fanfictions and when i ran out of good books to read, i told myself that i'll make my own instead and bring my imaginations to life.

at first, i didn't take writing this book seriously. but as i gained readers, it dawned on me that there are ACTUAL people who reads this. if you'll notice, the first few chapters were so short 😭 and every time i would try reading my past works, i would CRINGE SO BAD and will have this urge to redo everything, but i decided not to. why? those old chapters of mine are the proof of how my writing style had improved over the course of years.

i created jungkook's character because i craved this kind of brotherly-love, and i created uno's character to make up for my flaws. in a way, uno's character is the version of me who wanted to make the current me better, constantly.

in exchange for my flaws, i gave uno everything i didn't have yet wanted (which i will not specify anymore).

i wrote this book for 4 years 😭 at first, it seemed like an easy goal to write 200 unique chapters that will showcase jungkook and uno's life, but as life started moving around me, i lost my passion in writing again and again and again. i fell out of love with this book so many times i couldn't count it with my fingers and toes, i would admit that.

it reached the point where my stomach would twist and turn every time i would open a draft chapter in an attempt to finish it. i hated this so bad because i had this unspoken responsibility on my shoulders that i needed to finish this because i didn't want to disappoint the readers and myself, especially myself.

then i would fall in love with this book again. then i would fall out of love, then fall in love, then fall again causing a cycle that eventually exhausted me.

i hated how writing, which is something that used to energize me and make me feel happy, became something that burnt me out because it was starting to feel more like a responsibility and work rather than a hobby i enjoy.

writing chapters were hard for me because i needed to reach this standard of mine when it comes to writing. i am not great in english nor i am fluent at it. i don't even know if i'm using a semicolon and an em dash properly. 😭

up until now, i still haven't learned how to fully love this book the same way i did before. but nevertheless, i am forever grateful for this book for allowing me to express my words i would never be able to tell to anyone i know personally. it's a privilege to be able to tell a story that only us knows— this is our own little bubble. 😆

the Never Grow Up chapter is an almost-20k word chapter hahaha, i've been writing it since may, if my memory serves me right. it has been in the works since forever but i told myself that i would write it only if i am in the right headspace bcuz i wanted to bring out the best of this book as a farewell after four years.

this book is a witness of my growth as a writer and as a person. i have seen readers come and go. i'm a witness of how their usernames had slowly vanished from my notifications hahaha.

though i stopped writing like, a year ago? i am glad that even after i came back in this platform after being gone for so long, i'm still glad there are still people left to pat me in my back and tell me i did a good job :) those words were enough to keep me going.

out of all the chapters, i think 'Falling' would definitely be a personal favorite of mine. i explored a different kind of writing style in that chapter and y'all loved it hahaha. 'Letters for JJK' is another personal favorite of mine, i enjoyed writing that chapter so much! holds a special place in my heart <3

(let me know what's yours 🤭)

this book had become a big part of my life, it changed the way i think and allowed me to retrace my steps over some aspects in life which then allowed me to become a better person for myself and the people surrounding me.

again, i am extremely grateful for all of you. words can't explain my gratitude towards everyone who have loved and is still loving this book, jungkook, and uno. it has been DEFINITELY an adventure— an adventure i am glad i took.

but now that it's been four years since i started writing this book, i could definitely say that i am ready to let go and finally say my farewells to this book. :)

this has been user dionysaurr, signing off !

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