❝𝙎𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙙 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙄 𝙙𝙞𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙚𝙭𝙞𝙨𝙩.❞ I finally snap, this whole time I thought it was in my head but I was wrong. Everyone was right about him.
"You're not listening to me Brylan." He begs but I don't care for it. I d...
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Lifting my head so the water rushes across my face, I've lost track of how long I've been in here. Sighing it's not like I needed a shower anyways. I had already taken one this morning and it's barely afternoon.
He got flirty and I got nervous and ran. Wishing I hadn't done that, I miss him so fucking much but it's been so many months since I've last seen him. It doesn't help that I've been feeling shitty for so goddamn long when it comes to him. That girl is constantly crossing my mind. She's all I've been thinking about recently and I guess it scared me. A part of me wonders if I should just ask but I'm worried about how I'd sound. They might be like me and Alex but then again I used to love him so I don't know about that.
Tilting my head down, I move my braids out of my face. Im not a fan of getting them wet since they take far too long to dry but I don't even care right now. I don't know how to feel. Seeing him made my heart flutter, it felt so good to look at him I'm the eye but the longer I sat there the worse I felt on the inside. I kept drawing back to her so I panicked out when he tried to touch me.
'Brylan are you okay?' I hear Damon's voice ask from behind the door. Taking a shark breath I turn my head back.
'Yes I'm okay,' I respond almost instantly.
Hearing a muffled reply I'm not sure what exactly he said so I turn back to the shower. Taking another deep breath I focus on the sounds of the water hitting my skin. Growing frustrated when my hair moves back into my eye I reach to move it but before I can, I feel it being moved for me.
Scaring the shit out of me, I swing my hand back but it's caught. Cocking my head up to see Damon down to me, he smiles softly. 'Relax.'
'Ah.' Beginning to feel embarrassed when I feel his bare chest against my back. I didn't hear him get out of his clothes, I didn't even hear him come into the room. 'I got a little distracted,'
'Mhm.' He doesn't seem to be focused, only looking me in the eye. Leaning against his chest I'm a little surprised his eyes don't shift or wonder down by body as I look up at him. They stay pinned on mine without a struggle.
'You have separation anxiety, I was just taking a shower,' I smile since I'm just glad to be with him after so long. It was getting depressing having to call or imagine him being with me.
'Maybe.' His attention shifts from my eyes to my lips in an instant but that's as far as his eyes wonder. 'I truly just missed you. Thought you just wanted space from me for a hot minute.'
Taking the hint I reach my hands up to bring his head down. Following my hands I kiss him upside down before feeling him slide his tongue down to my neck. Moving my hair out of the way I feel him direct me towards the glass wall leaving just enough space between me and it. He doesn't bother to turn me around so my back is to him.
