❝𝙎𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙙 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙄 𝙙𝙞𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙚𝙭𝙞𝙨𝙩.❞ I finally snap, this whole time I thought it was in my head but I was wrong. Everyone was right about him.
"You're not listening to me Brylan." He begs but I don't care for it. I d...
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Resting my back against the wall he kisses me before moving down to my neck. 'Zayn. PDA.' Scolding him I hit his chest. He's so touchy. I usually wouldn't mind but we're at a party with people we know. No thank you.
'Let's go upstairs then.' Nevermind. No longer cute. Shaking my head it earns a soft grumble out of him. 'Please.' Nope. No.
'What?' I act as if this is such a shocker of a question. It's not like I don't trust him but I don't know if I want to do that with him. I've been so withdrawn since Jordan tried to top me in the bathroom six months ago. Six months? Its so goddamn long ago but the though just doesn't...I don't know.
The press did a horrible job explaining what happened since every source said something different. There isn't even a lot of public information on what happened since they're trying to hide it on purpose. Assault cases can get messy when too much information is out there. Apparently they get disrupted or something.
The only consistency was that for some reason his friend snitched on him. He recorded a conversation of him and Jordan talking about an assault on a high school freshman. I feel for that little girl.
What didn't make sense was that the way the conversation went, it only incriminated the guy recording. In the video it was clear that he was involved and I don't doubt it either. I recognized the voice to be one of the people in the car when they abducted me last year. Yet he still leaked it. A lot of the stuff they said in the recording was private since the girl reported it and nothing was done. The only way he would've been able to talk about it was if he did it. So many girls came out afterwards but I didn't say anything.
I feel as if it would be pointless if I did and I'm comfortable with no one knowing what he did to me. That and the new 'friends' I have where all once friends with him. All of which somehow still side with him. They think it was a joke that went to far and all the people who 'came out' just want attention. They only think that because none of them were hurt by Jordan since he only went for quiet girls with not as many friends. They called the victims attention seekers all year and I felt horrible because I knew they weren't lying.
At least he's detained now. No one knows for how long but people have been claiming it'll be for a couple years since more shit has been coming out on him. Maybe if this had came out earlier then he wouldn't have- no. Fuck that. If Jordan had kept it in his pants nothing would've happened. The fault is on him alone.
Shaking my head I almost feel embarrassed for myself. He occupies my thoughts so often when he's not even here. I doubt he even thinks about me since it's been so long. Though a part of me wants to visit him during visiting hours. Not to talk but it would feel fucking fantastic seeing him handcuffed and miserable. Some people deserve what comes to them.
