Tamara's POV
"Ready for school?" Stephan asks when I let him inside.
"I think so."
"How did you sleep?"
"Got a few anxiety attacks. They're coming today and I'm just really scared." I mumble.
"Well, you could sleep at my place." He says.
"I can ask mom, but they don't even know where we live so I don't know why I'm scared."
"Just know I'll be by your side all the time." He smiles and gives me a kiss on the side on my head.
"You're not even in all my classes."
"I know, but I'll be there to walk you to every class."
"I'll get my bag and we can go." I say. I get to the kitchen and grab everything I need. I get back to the living room and Stephan and I go outside.
"Are you going to work after?" He asks as we get inside his car.
"No, Luke knows about my anxiety and panic attacks and told me to text him if I get them at night again." I say and he drives away.
"Good." He says as he puts his hand on my thigh and we just listen to the music. We get out when we get inside to the table we always sit and see everyone there.
"How are you feeling?" Kylie asks.
"Anxious." I mumble getting on my phone.
"What are you doing?"
"Stalking Mira on insta, she posts about everything on her insta and snapchat story, so when I see she's somewhere with the school I ain't being there."
"Fucking stalker." Cassidy mumbles.
"Shut up." Stephan says and she gets a few angry stares from the people who know what's going on.
"Isn't that our school?" Kylie says as she's looking at my phone. I panic and look at my screen and sure enough, it is. I give Stephan a panicked look and I get up.
"I need to go." I say and walk away. Stephan comes behind me and we get to a quiet place.
"You'll be okay babe."
"I know, I just don't want everyone to see me with a panic attack." I say feeling one come up.
"Let's go home."
"No, I need to be able to live my life without being scared or getting a panic attack."
"I know babe but you need to look after yourself."
"I know but maybe they just past by and not really got in." I say. We get out and low and behold, they're inside.
"Maybe they don't recognize me, I did dye my hair and I changed my look." I say kind of scared.
"We got some exchange students." Marc says excited when we get to the table.
"You've got to be kidding me." I groan.
"You know them?"
"They're my old classmates and some of the best friends of my ex." I explain.
"And that is a problem because?" Cassidy says.
"None of your business." I say.
"Let's just talk to someone." Kylie says. I nod and we get up. We walk to the principles office and get inside.
"What is it miss Johnson." He asks as he gets outside.
"The panic attacks are getting worse." I say.
"Those guys are here." Stephan says.
YOU ARE READING
The Dutch girl
De TodoTamara and her family move across the world to move in with her new step father and step brothers. Everything changes for her and her family, but maybe it's a good thing to move to a place where no one knows her and she can start over. But when she...
