"Lil' Buggy" A Daniel Skye Fan Fic

Copeing Skills and New Names. *Sad*

*Very Possible Trigger Warning*

Daniels POV-
Around dinner time I started wondering. So I worked up the courage to ask Brent a question "Brent? Am I a Bad boyfriend?" I tried not to get sad. "I don't think so! Why would you think that?!?" I just sighed and thought to myself. Alys been isolated and always wants to be alone lately. And what that's one girl said that I made her life miserable. Am I making Aly's life miserable? What if I am! I'm making her sad. I'm a horrible person! Why am I like this? All the thoughts confuse me. I just turn away from Brent. I walk over to the couch and burry my hands in my hands and just cry. I am a horrible person. Just like Em-. What she said. What she called me. I need my vent. I need to scream! I need to calm down. But how? Aly threw away my razor a while back. I need to cope with everything I do wrong. At home I make my mom mad. I make Bex cry when I am gone. I get in trouble in school. I'm just bad. I just keep staying in silence. I cant take it anymore. I need it. I need to feel it. I walk into the bathroom. I see if there is any other option to do anything. I grab a piece of fishing wire that the guys used last night to prank Hayes. I picked it up a swiped it across my wrist. It hurt a lot more. I didn't know that it would hurt as much as it did. It really didn't bleed it just made a kind red stinging line. It felt like a bee sting and it wouldn't go away. I threw the wire out the bathroom window and put back on my hoodie and laid down in my bed. About 5 minutes later I see Aly walk over to me and I had my hood on and it was as tight as it could go. And my hands were under my head. "Hey. Are you ok." She asked me she sounded all chocked up. Did I make her cry? "I'm sorry!" I said as I turned away from her. "For what? What did you do?" She said as she at down next to me. She brought me into a hug and I just rested my head on her shoulder and broke down right then and there. "I-I thought th- that I was making your l-ife miserable and I know I am a horrible person and I don't have a reason to not think that cause Emily told me so!" I said all of this through bawling and sniffles. But I tried to hard not to say her name. Emily! She...well what she did to me is inhumane and what she called me was 100 times worse. The names. The titles. I pain. She caused it all. "Who's Emily?" Aly asked me as she pulled down my hood and ran her fingers through my hair while she comforted me by rubbing my back with the other. "Em-Emily is my ex-bestfriend and she would hurt me by pinching me and and slapping me. When ever she did this if I cried she would call me the worst names in the world!" I said it all calmly without crying. Aly said with her calming voice "If you don't mind me asking what did she call you?" "Well she said I was the biggest mistake God ever let slip into this world. And that I was the most horrible human on earth and that my mom and dad told her secretly that they didn't love me. Sadly for 4 years of my life I believed all of that. Until..... You." I said letting a tear fall onto her hand which was wiping a past tear off my face. "aww... I really helped you?" She asked surprised that her presence may have saved my life. "Yes! You! You make me laugh and smile and laugh and smile. And I just repeated myself!" I said while giggling at the end. "My point exactly!" I added. "I'm so happy I did that to you! I never thought in my entire life that I would make someone as strong and brave and awesome as you happy for the first time in.....4 years?!?" She was surprised by her change in my life. "Yep." I said moving her hair out of her face. And kissing her forehead. She smiled and we leaned in and our lips connected for the first time. Well you know besides being forced. And the sparks flew. The explosions in my heart made me smile. I'm finnaly happy again. Now. At last.