Thoughts, Never Words. (Poetry Collection)

I love you.

I'll toss
And I'll turn
And I'll scream
And I'll cry

I'll spend hours
Awake, thinking
And dreaming
Of you.

About how I
Took you
for granted
So many times.

About how I
Hurt you
A whole
Godamn lot.

I count the days,
Since you had
Left,
Understandably so.

It hurts knowing
That you
Will never
Be back.

It hurts knowing
That I will
Never hear
Those words again.

Three words
I never stopped
Saying
To you.

Three words
I never will
Stop saying
To you.

Three words.
Three simple words.
That I stopped hearing.
'I love you'.

I'm sorry
That I hurt you
So bad, you couldn't
say those words again.

I'm sorry
That I cannot
Move on, that I
Cannot stop saying them.

I love you.

And I am sorry.