I walked little by little towards a bench on the park...
...
It's actually getting dark when I received a phone call...
I didn't want to go...
I didn't want to see him...
I didn't want to talk to him...
...but it's the only thing to make everything to its end...
...
It's too quiet...
And there're no people around...
It's just me and...
...
...
...
...that purple guy sitting on that bench.
...
Both of us looked to each other.
"Thank you for coming.", Gakupo just said and stood up.
"No prob.", I just said.
...
...
...
S I L E N C E . . .
"Congrats by the way.", he suddenly said and broke the silence.
"Thanks.", I just said and lowered my head a bit.
...
Actually it's been a month since... I saw this man... and a month since... Avanna and I decided to marry each other.
It's too rush...
I know...
It's really too rush...
But there's nothing wrong about it...
She liked me and I liked her back too...
Nothing's wrong...
There's really nothing wrong...
So tomorrow... will be the start of a new chapter of my life.
"I'm really sorry for disturbing you... I know that you're very busy for tomorrow...", he said and smiled awkwardly.
"No... It's fine.", I just said.
Why?...
Why are you still acting?
It's really obvious...
Your emotions were really obvious...
Why?...
You're not like that the last time we talked to each other...
Where's your smirk?
Where's your highly talk?
Where's your cold stare?
What happened?...
What happened to you?...
...
"Thank you... Thank you for giving me some time..."
"It's not a problem..."
...
...
...
S I L E N C E . . .
We couldn't help it...
There're too many reasons to be awkward with each other...
And I really couldn't say a thing to him...
...
I really couldn't...
I couldn't
I...
But he suddenly held my hand.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He breathe deeply and said, "Be happy...", with a pained expression and kissed my hand.
I GOT EVEN MORE SHOCKED.
"Please be happy...", he said again but still in his pained expression.
I GASPED DEEPLY.
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"Nii-san?!", Akaito suddenly said in shock upon seeing me sitting beside the door of the house.
...
"Nii-san?! What happened?", he asked.
Pain.
Pain.
Pain.
PAIN.
PAIN!
PAIN!!!!
"Nii-san??!!! What happened?!!!!!!", Akaito asked in shock as soon as he found out that I was crying.
All this time...
"Akaito...", I said while crying.
"N-Nii-san! Where did you go?! Why are you like this? Tomorrow is your wedding!"
All this time...
...
...
...
"...I can't...", I still said while crying.
Akaito gasped an air.
"I still love him..."
All this time... I was really not true to myself...
Since that day... (He meant it the day that Gakupo broke his heart for the first time or in the Prologue scene.) I became dishonest to myself...
...
I did lie to myself... to my feelings... to my emotions...
Since the day I saw him...
It's clear... and it will never change...
...
Gakupo changed everything...
...
He's the only one who could make me ups and downs.
...
He's the only one who could twirl me around.
...
And he's the only one who did change my heart...
But...
It's too late...
Too late...
It's too late to be true to myself...
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Blue hates/LOVES Purple (Gakupo x Kaito)
FanfictionWarning! YAOI ALERT!!! If you're not into this, just get out of this story ASAP!!! > x <!! He hated him. He hated him more than anyone else in this world. These were the things that Kaito Shion kept on saying after a heartbreaking incident with the...
