He Changed me... Why?

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Trust...

What is that anymore.

I thought for a long time
That I wouldn't
Trust anyone else...

You know,
When you trust,
You are vulnerable
And all exposed;
And I've been abused before...

So I swore
That I wouldn't
Trust anyone else...

And then I met him.

He changed me...
When I was broken and used,
I didn't want to change;
The plan wasn't to meet him,
It was to ignore him.

When I was hurt and abused,
I wanted to be alone;
I wanted to be consumed by my
Familiar darkness;
But he changed me;
He made me new;
He made me trust...
He made me happy.

So, why,

This boy

Who changed me,

And made me new,

Makes me suffer

In silence?

Because I can't seem to tell him
How he makes me wonder
And cower...
And how I don't know
If I can trust him anymore...

If I even should have in the beginning...

If this was a mistake...

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